crush on my best friend turned out to be mutual and reciprocated but we're still in different countries in different time zones and i can't kiss him!!!!!!!!!!!!
#kills self hyperbolically#we've very awkwardly talked abt how we feel and how neither of us really know how to proceed and then i changed the subject#and we talked abt vampires instead#but idk. idk. idk!#we've both apparently wanted this for a while and neither of us said anything for THIS EXACT REASON but i'm too much of a sap to keep quiet#i should've kissed him last time i saw him in person. i wanted to. i was just scared to ask#og#vent
