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â I'll tell you one thing, honey // I can tell when somebody still wants me, come clean // Standin' at the bar like something's funny, bubbly // Once you fix your face, I'm goin' in (Yeah)
summary: you were never really together. that made it worse when you suddenly drift apart. you see him a year later and you're wondering why you let him go in the first place. or rather why he didn't try harder to keep you. will you get him back?
pairing: bradley bradshaw x pilot!reader (callsign: denver)
a/n: Comments are VERYY much appreciated guys, y'all keep me from kikling myself /hj. AHHHH GUYS IT'S BEEN 5 MONTHSSS! I'm back after a LONGGG hiatus with a Bradley fic just because
They say situationships are worse than a break up. It haunts you with its unanswered questions, it's endless what ifs, and the dread of what could've been.
They also say that time heals broken wounds.
So yeah, in retrospect, you should've been fine. You should've not cared that the man that haunted you for a greater part of your life was now standing inches away from you, looking as good as the day you left him (maybe even better).
But no, of course you do. Because forgetting Bradley fucking Bradshaw wasn't some easy feat. He wasn't some guy you spent the night with after a drink too many, he wasn't a long-term boyfriend you broke up with. Fuckâhe was more than that. Worse or better, you couldn't decide.
Your heart was thumping out of your chestâit shouldn'tâwhen he offers you a "hi" and a small smile of acknowledgement. His thoughts, you suspected, screamed into your face in red ink, "your absence pained me, but your presence now means nothing". You smiled and said your greeting. You wanted to dig yourself to an early grave.
Phoenix sliced through the awkward silence you didn't even realize you two both were holding. With a clap, "Seems like we're all working together for the next few weeks, huh?" she said with an awkward smile. Everyone seemed to sense the tension around you and Bradley even if half of them didn't even know the history you both shared.
"It seems so, Phoenix. I just wonder how long it will take for these two to break" Hangman started, straightening up from the pool table as he does. "Don't start now, Bagman" Phoenix tried. Key word: tried.
Hangman said as-a-matter-of-factly, "What? I'm just saying. If we're spending the next few weeks together, these two are bound to fuck it out." You wanted to punch him in the face. Breathe in. Breathe out. "Do you want me to rearrange your nose, pretty boy?" you sneered.
With a dramatic hand to his chest, "you think I'm pretty?" Hangman teased. Your eye twitched.
One.
Two.
"I'm just playing! You're way too serious, Den!" he mused playfully, pulling you into his chest with his arm like one an older brother would when play-fighting. Only this time it wasn't funny. You grimaced, trying to pry his arm away from you. "Come on, I'll buy you a beer!" his voice fades from the group of aviators as he drags you onto the bar. "Is he always like that?" Bob, staring at both of yours' figures, asked. "You'll get used to it." Cayote replied as he crosses his arms.
It was only then when they realiohzed Rooster retreated to the pool table, busying himself with Fritz. Phoenix turned to him knowingly.
"....So what's up with them?" Fanboy murmured to Phoenix, eyes fixated at Bradley.
Nat only glared at him.
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The first morning was... weird.
You sat a row away from Bradleyâwhich you were thankful forâbut even so, for some reason, you still felt curious eyes burning at your head.
The instructor came in. And you were met with a rather familiar face. A pleasant one on your endâMaverick. You couldn't say the same for the man sitting a few chairs behind you. You shot your head towards Bradley as soon as Maverick started speaking. You caught him with an expression you could only describe as if someone's puppy just got stepped on. Your eyes narrowed on him. You may not be on speaking terms with Bradley but you know enough to know how he's thinking. Especially with Maverick.
You make a mental note to ask him how he is after briefing.
Because that's what friends do. That's what friends do.
"Rooster!" you cringe at the foreign sound. His callsign sounded weird coming from you. You were sure he thought the same from the way his body froze. As if he never thought it would ever come out from your lips. He stopped his tracked, turning to face you.
What are you doing? Fuck, turn back around!
"Denver," your heart skipped a beat at the sound of your callsign. It sounded unsure, as if he was trying how it projected from his mouth. "Uh...How are you?" seriously? what are you, fifteen? He nods. "I'm doin', great, how 'bout you?"
You nod awkwardly, your lips thinning. "Yeah uhm, same here..." there was silence for a moment. You didn't know what else to say. Why did you even talk to him in the first place? He looks at you from head to toe, the kind that makes your knees feel like jelly. "You uh, you look good." he said in a low voice that made you want to bang your head into a brick wall. Or his.
You nod, tearing your gaze from his. "You too." You murmured. Your mind wandered back to Bradley and Maverick. You stared at each other for a few seconds. You started, "So, you and Maâ" you didn't even finish your sentence as he cut through you. "You and Hangman seem close." His tone, laced with something you can't quite pin-point. If you didn't know any better, you'd think he was jealous. But that's just ridiculous. You and Jake were friends. Atleast that's what Bradley heard you say.
His face twitched ever so slightly. Barely visible. He hoped you didn't caught it. Jake. Since when were you and Bagman on first name basis? MoreoverâRooster? Not Bradley. Not Brad. Not B. Fuck, not even Bradshaw. He composed himself, gave you a nod before excusing himself.
You watch him retreat in the opposite direction. You were confused. That went...Well? You guess?
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Contrary to popular beliefâby popular belief, you mean the rest of the squadâthe next few weeks consisted of you and Bradley, well, co-existing. You'd dogfight in the same sky, serve punishments on the same tarmac, sit through debrief and lessons in the same room, eat lunch in the same cafeteria, go home your separate ways, and repeat.
Phoenix was walking next to you. The day just ended and the sun was setting in a pretty orange hue. "The squad's at the Hard Deck now" Nat mentioned as you trekked the tarmac.
You chuckled hesitantly, "is he going to be there?"
You stop your tracks just by where hers and your car is. "I'll think about it."
"Alright, let me know, okay?" she noted before getting in her car. You offered one last smile before you do the same. "I will. Bye Nat, drive safe."
"You too!"
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You were going.
And noâyouâre not going for Bradley. Thatâs what you keep telling yourself. Youâre going for your friends. Because you refuse to be that petty almost-ex-girlfriend of the friend group who disappears just because heâll be there. You are an adult. You can coexist with Bradley. You can handle this.
You pull up to the Hard Deck and switch off the engine.
Deep breath in.
Deep breath out.
The moment the car door swings open, the cool California breeze washes over you. It hits differently than it did this time last year. Everything does. Back then, the same air felt warmâweightlessâlike something held you. Now it feels sharper, almost like a slap. A reminder instead of a memory.
And because your brain fucking hates you, youâre back againâthe crash of waves. The late-May heat. His scent settling over you like it belonged there.
His hands at your waist. The brush of his mustache against your skinâhad he always been planning to leave?
Those road-trip nights, the whispered promises, the half-kisses in the darkâwere you never worth the risk?
But maybe you're fine like this.
Maybe pretending works.
Maybe pretending you didnât happen is the safest option for both of you.
You shake it off. Shoulders back. Mask on.
You push through the bar doors.
Phoenix straightens when she spots you first. âDenverâs here,â she announces like itâs a weather alert. Suddenly, half the aviators are rotating like satellites.
The low buzz of laughter rushes into your ears. The squad is already thereâPhoenix waves you over. Jake whistles loudly, six beers deep already, waving like an idiot. You manage a smile.
Then your eyes betray you.
They go searching.
And they find him.
Bradleyâs leaned against the pool table, beer halfway to his mouth, curls a little longer, biceps a little bigger, his classic Hawaiian shirt rolled at the sleeves in a way that should be illegal. He looks up at the exact moment you do.
A spark.
A jolt.
An oh, fuckâlook away.
You try.
He doesnât.
His gaze lingers like smokeâslow, warm, territorial. Itâs the look of a man who remembers everything your mouth ever did and hates that he still does.
You swallow and force your legs to keep moving.
âDenver!â Jakeâs voice erupts across the bar before you even take three steps inside. âLook who finally decided to grace us with her presence!â He throws both arms open like heâs about to hug youâ
You catch him by the collar before he fully commits. âDonât you dare,â you warn with narrowed eyes.
He cracks a laugh, "Need a drink?â Heâs already halfway to the bar without waiting for an answer. "Why is it everytime I come here he's always offering me a drink?" you say, shaking your head with a smile as the aviator struts his way to Penny.
Bob gives a small, polite wave from his seatâposture perfect, eyes flickering between you and Bradley like heâs monitoring air traffic. Coyote nods in greeting. Fanboy elbows Payback, whispering way too loudly:
âThought she wasn't comingââ
âMaybe donât narrate?â Phoenix hisses, smacking the back of his head. You laugh under your breath, the tension looseningâuntil instinct drags your gaze over your shoulder.
Rooster hasnât moved from the pool table.
Jake returns with a beer, sliding it into your hand.
âThere she is,â he coos dramatically, slinging an arm around you like heâs claiming territory he absolutely shouldnât be claiming. Especially not when Bradley's sround.
Bradleyâs grip on his pool cue tightens so hard his knuckles bleach white.
You should step out of Jakeâs hold.
You donât.
Not immediately.
Not until the new guy appearsâtall, stupidly pretty, and confident in a way that feels both charming and dangerous.
âLieutenants, good evening,â he greets with a crisp nod.
The squad responds with their greetings. You offer your own polite smile. âHi.â He smiles back, directed entirely at you. âLieutenant Walton,â he introduces, though his eyes say Call me something better. Jake actually groans under his breath. âGreat. Another sailor with a jawline.â You elbow him. He pretends it didnât hurt.
Walton shifts closerâa little too close. âHavenât seen you around before,â he says. "New to North Island?" âTechnically,â you reply, shrugging. âJust got in a few weeks ago."
âAh. Fresh meat.â His grin widens.
Behind him, Bradley misses his next shot by a landslideâball ricocheting off the table like itâs personally offended. âWow,â Phoenix mutters amusingly to Bob. âHe never misses that shot.â Bob nods slowly, eyes darting between Rooster and Walton. âThisâll be⊠something.â
Walton keeps talkingâasking about where you trained, what you fly, what brought a pretty girl like you to the Navyâand youâre surprised by how easy he is to talk to. Heâs funny. Heâs clever. Heâs clearly interested.
But whatâs even funnier?
Bradleyâs glare.
Sharp enough to slice steel.
Deadly enough to sink ships.
Every time Walton leans in to say something, Bradleyâs posture changesâshoulders squared, chest out, jaw locked so tight a muscle jumps beneath his mustache. The squad is absolutely watching this unfold like itâs their nightly entertainment. âRooster looks like heâs about to commit murder,â Fanboy whispers. âBet Hangman twenty bucks heâd snap by eleven,â Payback replies.
âYouâre gonna lose,â Nat predicts, sipping her beer.
And sheâs right. Because suddenly itâs 2200âtwo hours of conversation you didnât intend to haveâand Walton is still right there. Leaning in closer every time you laugh.
His stories are amusing enough. But the real comedic highlight of your night?
Every single time Walton touches your arm, Bradleyâs face twists like heâs watching someone drown a puppy. Walton leans just a bit closer now, voice soft. âSo⊠you got plans this weekend?â Casual. Smooth. Interested.
You freeze for just a second, beer halfway to your lips.
You can feel the weight of Bradleyâs stare scorching into the back of your neck.
Heâs no longer pretending to play pool.
Heâs not even holding the cue anymore.
Heâs just staringâlike he canât decide whether to punch WaltonâŠ
âŠor drag you out of the bar.
Phoenix sighs dramatically. âAnd there it is,â Coyote crosses his arms, smirking. Jake leans into you with a low whistle. âCareful, Den. Roosterâs gonna pop a blood vessel.â He looks at Bradley, calling out with a wide grin, âYou good over there, Bagman #2?â
Bradley doesnât answer. Doesnât blink.
And when Walton places a handâlight, casualâon your waist to shift closerâŠ
Bradley moves.
Slow. Deliberate. Dangerous. Everyone went stillâlike they're holding their breaths. The music doesnât stop. But your heart does.
Because everyone knows:
Heâs done watching.
Done biting his tongue while some other guy stands where he used to stand. Done pretending that this silence between you hasnât been choking him out slowly, day after fucking day. Itâs been weeks of playing it coolâweeks of acting like not having you under his hands doesnât make him want to put his fist through the nearest wall just to feel something besides missing you.
Heâs done pretending he doesnât see the way you look away the second you meet his eyesâlike youâre scared youâll fall straight back into him. Pretending he doesnât ache every time you pass him in the hall and pretend not to notice the electricity snapping between you.
The truth?
Heâs starving for you.
He wants to pin you back against the wall and kiss you the way he was never supposed toâhard enough to steal every breath from your mouth until youâre gasping his name like you used to. He wants his hands on your jaw, on your hips, everywhere they donât belong anymore. He wants to relearn the sound you make when you break under him, the way you used to soften, melt, open for him like it was inevitable.
He wants all of youâ
the parts he had,
the parts he lost,
and the parts he never got to keep.
Heâs done pretending like the absence of your touch hasnât been killing him.
Heâs done pretending.
And now?
Heâs not hiding it anymore.
Because if Walton doesnât remove his hand in the next three secondsâŠ
thereâs going to be a problem.
Walton doesn't. Not even when he could feel six pairs of eyes on him.
A hand lands on his shoulderâ
âand shoves.
Not enough to start a bar fight. Just enough to say back off. The guy stumbles half a step and turns, pissed. âThe hell, man?â
Bradleyâs voice drops low, lethal. âShe's not interested.â Your heart slams against your ribs. The guy glances at you for confirmation. Your lips partâsilence.
Because youâre not sure what you are.
Not with Bradley.
Not without him.
Jake immediately steps between them, arms out like a chaotic referee. âOkay! Boys, letâs not ruin Pennyâs bar, yeah?â Phoenix drags a hand over her face. Fanboy whispers, âCalled it.â Bob looks ready to flee. Coyote just mutters, âHere we go.â
Bradley ignores every single one of them. His eyesâonly on you.
âThat what youâre doing now?â he asks quietly. A hint of hurt under the fury. âLetting random guys put their hands on you?â
Something snaps in you.
Maybe pride.
Maybe pain.
âWhy do you care?â
His nostrils flare. âYou know why.â he says, voice cracking around the edges.
Itâs terrifying, the way the room seems to shrink around you two. The music fades. The lights blur. Itâs just himâstanding too close, smelling too familiar, looking like heâd burn the world down before he lets you walk away with someone else.
âIâm gonna grab some air,â you say with a tight expression, leaving Walton hanging and Bradley nit less in peace. Itâs not a lie, exactlyâyou canât breathe in here.
You turn away before you do something stupid, like stare into Bradleyâs eyes long enough to remember things you shouldâve already forgotten.
The night air hits you as you step outside. Cool. Sharp. Real. You lean your palms against the railing overlooking the beach, eyes squeezed shut.
You donât hear footsteps.
You feel them.
âDenver.â
His voice. Low. Rough. The one that used to whisper against your neck. You donât turn around. Not yet. Not when your stupid heart still responds to him like a command. âDenver!â he says louder this time. "Shit," he calls ot your name this time. His hand twitches like heâs one second from grabbing youâfrom staking a claim he forfeited.
You snap.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â you spit out, spinning to face him, chest heaving, every nerve screaming. "He wasn't even doing anything!" you yell at him, it comes out more aggressive than you wanted it to be. Bradley doesnât flinch. Doesnât blink. "I didn't like the way he was with you." He stands there like heâs been starvingâand youâre the feast he walked away from. You scoff, "You're unbelievable, you know that?"
âWhat, so now you're tell me youâre jealous?â you hiss, venom dripping from every word. âNow that Iâm finally moving on?â
His jaw tightens. âWhat if I say I am?"
âWell don't! You don't get to be jealous, Rooster! There's no us, and there was never an us!â You step closer, rage sharpening your voice.
âThatâs notââ
âOh, shut up,â you cut him off. âYou left. You ran. And now youâre pissed because someone else actually wants me?â
Bradleyâs eyes flare fire. âIs that what you think happened!?â His voice drops low, thick with frustration. âI left because you made me! Every time I tried to stay, you shoved me away. Every time I reached for you, you pushed me out. I left because thatâs what you wanted!â
You want to yell. To slap him. To shove all this fury into him. But the moment he steps closer, your knees weaken, and itâs infuriating. You ball your hands into fists, trembling. âI was trying to protect you from myself! You think it was easy for me to let you in?â
âProtect me from yourself?â His voice cracks, ragged now. âYou were not protecting me, you were afraid of somebody actually staying. I know you were afraid,â fuck, I was too! But I wanted it to be you, and I wanted you with me!â
For a heartbeat, you just stare. His eyes glint with something rawârage, hurt, and a pull that twists your insides.
âYouâre impossible,â you whisper, voice shaking.
âYeah,â he breathes, dangerously close. âAnd so are you.â
The air between you burns suffocatingly. Every look ignites another memory, every breath is a reminder of everything that went wrong. The tension is a living thing, clawing at the both of you, daring one of you to break first.
He drags his hands down his face, shoulders collapsing like heâs finally run out of fight. That sight alone steals the breath from your lungs. âDo you have any idea what itâs like to love someone who wonât let you stay?â he murmurs, small, wounded, the kind of soft that hurts worse than screaming.
Your throat closes, the truth spilling through clenched teeth.
âI tried,â you fire back, not angry at him, but at yourself, every word dripping with self-loathing. âGod, I tried so fucking hard to let you in!â Your fists curl at your sides, nails biting into your palms. âBut every time I did, every time I let myself believe you were realâI panicked. I pushed you away first. I told myself I was protecting us but reallyâŠâ you shook your head no. You weren't gonna admit defeat, he your stubbornness that much. In the first place, it's one of the qualities that made him fall for you. Your voice fractures, tears welling hot and furious. Your breath stutters, a choked whisper slipping free. ââAnd then you ran, Bradley, you always ran.â
You meet his eyes, your scowl faltering, shame bleeding throughâlike youâre finally admitting the thing thatâs been tearing you apart all this time. âI ran because you told me to,â he fires back, but the anger in his voice keeps trembling, like itâs barely holding itself together. âI left because you looked at me like I was the problem. Like everything would finally be okay if I just disappeared.â His chest rises and falls in uneven, frantic breaths. His voice splinters.
âNot because I wanted to,â he says, quieter now, broken. âI never wanted to. I never stopped caring.â
Tears fill his eyes faster than he can blink them away. His hands curl into fists at his sidesânot in anger, but in desperation. âAnd when I saw you againâŠâ His throat closes around the words. A single tear slips free, and he squeezes his eyes shut, like he hates the weakness. âGod, everything inside me just collapsed. You were right thereâso closeâand all I wanted was to hold you like I used to. To kiss you like you still wanted me.â
He forces himself to meet your gaze, even though his chin keeps shaking. âBut I didnât. Because what if touching you just reminded you how much better life is without me? What if you forgot what it felt like to be wanted by me⊠like you were the only good thing I ever had?â His voice shatters on the last part. âWhat if you forgot how much I missed you?â
You're staring at him like you don't recognize this version of himâthis unguarded, unraveling mess. Your scowl hasnât fully disappeared, but itâs cracking at the edges and your eyes are shining, tears threatening to spill despite the fury still tightening your jaw. Your breath stutters, but still, you refuse to look away. Because now you see itâhow devastated heâs been. How every word is costing him a piece of himself.
The words hang between you. Heavy. Explosive. Electric. Your lips tremble. His jaw tightens. You want to close the space between you, but you also want to run. You want to hurt him, but you also want him to hold you.
âYou think Iâve forgotten?â you whisper. âYou think seeing you again wouldnâtâŠ?â
âWouldnât what?â His voice is hoarse. âBurn you up inside? Make you insane?â He steps closer, dangerously close, enough that you can feel the heat radiating off him. âBecause guess what? Itâs burning me too. Every second without you. Every day after I left, I was dying.â Your chest heaves. You feel the sharp, piercing truth of it, mingled with fury and something unnameable. For a long, searing moment, the world falls away. Nothing exists but the two of youâanger, regret, longing, pain, and a fire neither can control.
Then, just when the tension is unbearable, he steps back, breathing hard, eyes glinting with everything unspoken. âYou make me insane," he says your name.
He closes the space between you in two steps. You freezeâfury sparking with heat that terrifies you. His tongue presses to the inside of his cheekâwow, you piss him off. Good. âBut iâm not walking away again,â he says, low and lethal. âSo yell. Hate me. Hit me. Iâll take every bulletâbut Iâm staying right fucking here.â
You hate how your heart sprints. How your fingers shake. How he still knows exactly where to aim. âYou donât get to just decide that,â you whisperâsharp but cracking. Bradley leans in closer, crowding your space, but he doesnât touch you. âYou donât want me to go,â he says quietly. âSay you do, and Iâm gone.â You open your mouthâand nothing comes out. Because you donât know how to kill a truth thatâs still alive.
His voice drops, rough. âYeah. Thatâs what I thought.â
You turn away. Because if you keep looking at him, youâll break. And you refuse to break for him again. You take a step. Then another.
The wind is cold. The night is loud. You tell yourself this is good. Distance. Escape. But just when you think youâre freeâ
His arms are around your waist. Too large for you. Too warm. Too damn familiar. He's locking you back against him like heâs afraid youâll vanish. You gasp, shock and betrayal and something dangerously close to relief all tangled up. His forehead drops into the crook of your shoulderâlike that place was made for him. You're mad you know it was.
His voice comes out wrecked, "please donât walk away from me.â Your eyes squeeze shut. âRoosterââ
Itâs a warning. A plea. A lie.
His grip tightensânot enough to hurt, just enough to bold on. "My name, baby. Say my name." It's soft, his lips even softer when he presses a kiss to your neck. You hate how it's making you weak. You hate how you're giving in.
"âBradley, please let me go." you say softly. He shakes his head. âI know I donât deserve to touch you,â he whispers, breath trembling against your skin, âbut I canât stand here and watch you walk out of my life again.â
Your fingers clench uselessly at your sides. Heâs shaking. Bradley Bradshawâunshakeable, unflappable Roosterâis shaking.
You turn around, pulling him just enough you look up at him, his eyes are brimming with tears, lips pressed tight in a scowl. Your chest heaves, fists clenching at your sides, a mixture of anger, hurt, and disbelief radiating from you like heat.
âYou think youâre too much sometimes,â he starts, voice low, rough with emotion. âToo loud. Too stubborn. Too reckless. You think people get scared of you, scared of how much you feel, scared of how much you fight to protect yourself.â He let's go, not entirely. He has his hands on your waist.
You flinch, but dont look away.
âYou think youâre not good enough,â he continues, each word jagged with honesty, each one a hit you canât dodge. âThat no one could ever want you the way you want them. That every mistake, every misstep, every word you didnât say⊠makes you less. Less than anyone else. Less than me.â
Tears spill over now, streaking your face, but you keep your stubborn scowl, defiant. Your voice shakes, barely a whisper, âI⊠Iâm notââ
âYou think youâre broken,â he interrupts, eyes softening with desperation. âYou think youâre too complicated, too impossible to love. You think I shouldnât be here, shouldnât care, shouldnât even want youâŠâ
Your scowl falters for a fraction of a second, and he seizes it, stepping closer, until the space between them is electric, charged with everything unspoken. He places his hands between your tear-stricken face.
âAndâŠâ His voice drops, trembling, gentle but fierce. ââŠI love you. All of it. Every flaw you think makes you unworthy. Every fear, every crack, every messy, impossible piece of you. And I love you. Because thatâs you. Every part of you, every fire, every jagged edge, every storm you think pushes me awayâitâs what I want. I want it all. I want you, baby."
You blink, tears sliding down your cheeks as the scowl softens into disbelief, pain, and something deeper she canât name. Your chest heaves, words caught somewhere between a sob and a scream.
âYou⊠love me?â You whisper, voice breaking, voice raw.
âI love you,â he repeats, voice low, unwavering. âIâm not apologizing. I love youâall of youâand I always will. I love you.â
Your knees feel weak. Your chest feels heavy. Your scowl remains, but itâs softer now, more fragile, a shield cracking under the force of everything he just said. And for the first time in forever, the storm inside you seems to quiet⊠just enough to let the truth sink in.
Bradley just watches you, eyes dark, intense, burning with everything heâs felt and held back. âStay,â he breathes, soft but firm. âJust⊠stay here. Look at me.â you refuse. "Baby, please look at me."
Your scowl has completely fallen now, replaced by tears, trembling lips, and a heart hammering so violently it hurts. Bradleyâs eyes are dark, soft, and intense, every ounce of emotion heâs held back for months radiating from him.
âYou donât have to say anything,â he whispers, voice ragged, trembling. âJust⊠stay. Let me stay.â
Your chest heaves. You want to push him away, to run, to scream, but every instinct in your body betrays you. And he knows it. He sees the fracture in your armor, the raw, bleeding part of you that only he has ever known.
Slowlyâpainfully slowâhe leans in. His forehead presses to yours, breath mingling, hearts hammering in perfect, agonizing sync. He murmurs your name against your lips, soft and trembling. âPlease.â
You donât respond. You canât. Your hands fumble at his chest, your fingers brushing the fabric of his shirt as if touching him could anchor you in reality.
Then, finally, he closes the distance. His lips are soft, desperate, claiming. The first brush is light, testing, and it steals your breath in an instant. Your eyes squeeze shut. He doesnât stop. He presses closer, tilting his head, lips moving against yours with a fevered urgency that shatters every wall youâve built. His hands cup your face, thumbs stroking your cheeks through tears, holding you like heâs afraid the world will rip you from him if he lets go.
You try to fight itâtry to push him backâbut the fire in his kiss, the raw ache in every movement, the desperate pleading behind every touchâit breaks you. Your fingers dig into his shoulders, your body trembling against his. He groans softly into the kiss, ragged, broken, full of every thing heâs felt and every thing heâs denied. Every flaw, every doubt, every heartbreak, heâs kissing it all into submission.
And in that moment, all your walls fall. The scowl, the anger, and fear melts. You cling to him, trembling, sobbing against his chest, feeling every ounce of his love crash into you. He pulls back just slightly, forehead resting against yours, lips brushing, voice low and raw. âYouâve always been mine,â he breathes. âEvery impossible, infuriating, beautiful piece of you⊠mine. I love you so much.â
You blink through tears, trembling, trying to form words. All you can do is whisper back, breathless, raw, âI⊠I love you too.â
And this time you were letting him. You were letting your guard down, and you were letting him love you like he'd always intended. And this time, he's staying.
I mean this in the most sane way possible: Lewis Pullman could annihilate my entire bloodline and all he has to do is flutter his cute lil puppy eyes at me and all's forgiven
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Istg they need to stop making/casting attractive people as villains if they don't want us literally going down on our knees and joining the dark side for them