they has become so much more than what they were; he was an experiment. a project to observe, a life to keep in balance. but it'd all become personal now, precious. vyke has sworn himself to her, promised to travel wherever she wishes to go- it's fanciful, romantic, and so so real. she feels valued in a way she cannot recall ever having felt before. as though her every action is seen, and taken to heart.
so it is quite easy for her to do this; to lean down, and press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. off center. it isn't their first, but it is the first she's given with very clear intent. a hand resting atop his shoulder. the other still raised, as though she might take the book from his hand ( she wont, she's already forgotten why she was going to ). lingering there, close, far longer than she needs- as if asking him a question. / hi. for mr vyke. u remember that thing we talked about ??? do u remember ... 8)
the first time vyke notices the change in their agreement is when he finds himself relaxing more into every time wuya changes the bindings on his wounds. when he barely still remembered who he used to be. a person holding a name that felt foreign to him. a name that didn't describe him anymore. breathing air that wasn't his. but wuya made all of this more bearable. her patience being a pillar for his search for the person he used to be. her making room for him and slowing down to his pace. some days vyke felt like a toddler learning to walk again & he truly was. little by little, her presence alone helped. caught him when he stumbled and lifted him up when he was beaten down again. that was a few months ago.
the second noticable change came with a harrowing truth. you were an experiment at first. the rest of the words are still foggy in his memory. it wasn't anger that took hold in his marrow, then. it was sorrow. the feeling of being let down, not quite treason, but dehumanizing. an object to study rather than a person to accompany. vyke sat with that for a few days away from her until the last day of their stay at the place he once called home. when she approached him once more, he doesn't remember if it was just to check in or for some other reason. he had dropped on one knee then, offered his molten and ravaged spear alongside his unwavering fealty. yes, the truth stung, but the new truth had revealed that the flame was kept at bay with her around. not only that but also . . . something within him stirred. a feeling long thought forgotten or buried with the rest of his scorched self. he was given a second chance and she deserved a thousand more, in his eyes. that was a few weeks ago.
presently, things seem so different from what they once were. ever - burning skin is finally healed and where there once were wounds, there are now only semi - twisted and miscolored patches of skin. the nerve damage is a different thing. he doesn't feel much on his skin, as is and the new scars are of no help. that is besides the point, though. for wuya seems to know every patch of him that still feels fully. he's grown accustomed to traveling in a pair, though he remains ever - thankful for her patience and presence. some days they spend a quiet night before sleep takes them. other days they're on the road until late. and other nights they spend close. sometimes he reads to her, whatever book he currently has chosen to devour. sometimes they watch the fireplace, leaned into one another.
today is of the reading variety, though he does it by himself. he reads of old myths from far away. stories parents are prone to tell their children to make them behave. some of the resolutions tickle a huffed chuckle out of him. then, wuya moves back into his periphere. eventhough he isn't actively watching her, he notices her approach. his arm shifts, as does the folded one of his legs, he's making space for wuya to settle next to him. she does not. instead she stays above him, watched so adoringly all the while. the kiss, even if just barely so, makes his heart flutter. she holds a power over him few are ever given freely. & when she lingers, he puts down the book. slow. deliberate. she stays, so he reaches for her jaw, palm against the corner, thumb on her cheek. gently, intentionally, he moves her head to face him fully before he cranes his neck to kiss her once more. wuya makes him feel safe, seen, cared for. the fact that he's let into her heart as well is a bonus, but one he would not have dared to dream of when they first met. he repays all she gives in breaching the borders he knows himself capable of. love might just be one of these things, but he tries. for her. for them. he's loving in the way he closes his eyes and holds his breath, almost as if he's worried a slight noise might scare wuya off. he knows it won't.