#killathoughts

I’ve been meaning to tell you this for quite sometime.  I’ve put this off way too long and it’s time I finally tell you how I feel and what I need from you.  I look directly in your eyes and I let it all out.

I’m going to need you to go out your way for me the same way you’ve gone out your way for other people.  I’m going to need you make my happiness a priority.  I’m going to need you do more things I want to do.  I’m going to need you be more supportive and positive of my dreams.  I want you to allow me to be who I am.  I’m going to need you be more understanding and accepting of my short comings.  I’m going to need you not to be so negative at times.   I’m going to need you to understand that road to success is paved with failure.  I’m going to need you to let go of things that you can’t not change or control.  I’m going to need you to tell me that I’m beautiful.  I’m going to need you to look pass the scars, the pain and see that beauty.  I need you to accept me.  I’m going to need you for you to stop ignoring my pain.  I need you to stop telling me that I should hide my feelings. I’m going to need you stop giving your all for those who give you nothing.  I need you to be and do better for me. I need you to stop looking for love in the wrong places and people.  I need you to give me the same love that you give to others.  I need you to love me, to really love me.

I stand quiet for a second and I say it again and again louder each time.  “I need you to love me.” I think I finally made my point.  I look at my image in the mirror one last time before walking away and remember the words that I’ve said to myself.  

Yaki

There’s something that I really want to experience that I have yet to.  It’s something that I often fantasized about.  Okay, I have done more than fantasize about it. I find myself dreaming about it.  When I am at work I find myself daydreaming about it and when I wake up in the middle of the night with my dick rock hard I know what I was dreaming about.  My fantasy is a woman talking to me as she takes control during sex.  Someone I shared this fantasy with explained that I want this so bad because I am usually the one in control during sex.  So it is no surprise that my fantasy would relinquish that control to a woman.  We often hear how women enjoy it when a man talks them through their nut.  Well, let me tell you this right here.  Men, well at least this one right here loves that shit too. 

Talk me through it while you’re sucking my dick.  Look me in my eyes as your mouth bobs up and down on my dick.  Tell me how good my dick feels in your mouth as you suck it.  Tell me how you've been thinking about sucking my dick all day.  I want you to drool all over my dick and make it nice and slick with your saliva that way your hand will easily glide as you stroke my dick up and down.  Tell me how badly you want to see my nut erupt out of my dick.  Please tell me how badly you want me to nut all over your face and breast.  Tell me how you want me to fuck your mouth until I fill your mouth up with my cum.  Tell me how wet your pussy gets when I firmly hold your neck and thrust my dick in and out of your mouth like it’s your pussy.  Tell me how you’re going to rub your clit as I fuck your mouth until you cum.

I want you to talk to me when I’m eating your pussy.  I want you to tell me how it feels as my lips and tongue travel down from your neck to your breast to your stomach until they finally reach your pussy.  I want you to talk to me and tell me how it feels as I spread your lips open with two of my fingers and slowly start licking on your clit. I want you to grab the back of my head and grind your wet pussy all over my face.  Tell me how good it feels as you spread your juices all over my face.  I want you to tell me how you want me to suck your clit.  Do you want me to suck it softly or hard?  Do you want me to stick a finger in your pussy while I suck clit baby?  Maybe you want me to stick a finger in your ass?  Maybe you want me to stick a finger in both while I lick and suck your clit.  I want you to tell me that if I keep sucking your clit and finger fuck you at the same time you’re going to squirt all over my face.  I want you to tell me how you can’t wait to squirt all over my face and kiss me when you’re finished. 

I want you to talk to me while I’m fucking you.  When I’m fucking you from the back tell me how you want me to pull your hair and fuck you harder.  Tell me how good it feels as my dick slides in and out of your warm wet pussy.  Tell me how my moans and grunts turn you on even more.  Tell me how your pussy gets wetter when I moan your name.  Tell me that if I don’t start fucking you harder you’re going to start throwing that ass back on me and show me how you like to be fucked.  Look me straight in the eyes while I’m fucking you missionary and tell me you want me to shoot all my nut deep in your pussy.  Tell me how badly you want my nut.  Tell me where you want me to shoot it.  Tell me to fuck you harder and faster. 

You know what I’m going to end this here because I think I’ve made my point. I just really want a woman to make me nut and talk me through it.

Yaki