I want to write you a song One that's beautiful as you are sweet With just a hint of pain For the feeling that I get when you are gone I want to write you a song

You and Hyoseob have been together for five years now. You have never been with a man like him. Soft, caring, gentleman, loving. Your exes were nothing compared to him. He taught you how someone should actually treat someone they love. At first, you were actually scared to be in a relationship, given that he was basically a celebrity and his schedules would be tight, meaning, you can't always spend time with him. But he proved you wrong. He was proud to be in a relationship with you. He posts you on social media (with your consent, of course), he sometimes brings you to work (even in filming sites, but would ask his manager first if it was okay), and would even write songs about you.

"Hey Hyoseob, I just got off work. Where are you? Can we eat dinner together tonight?"

"Don't go anywhere, baby. I'll be there in a few minutes. I just ordered us some take out food. Let's eat at my house and I can pamper you after, alright?"

In short, he was so in love with you, and sometimes you ask the universe how and why you deserve to be with someone as perfect as him.

On days that you would fight, he'd always be the one to give in. But, when you know that you're wrong, you'd give him a back hug and would apologize and you would both talk it out and try to understand each other.

When he's away on tours and such, he'd always send you voice messages reminding you of the smallest things: eating properly at the right time, telling you to enjoy your day, sleeping at the right time, and more. The smallest actions he did were probably the ones you love about him.

I want to lend you my coat One that's as soft as your cheek So when the world is cold You'll have a hiding place you can go I want to lend you my coat

Challenging times in your own life would never go missing. It gets harder when one of you is away. Whenever one of you had a stressful day, you'd invite each other to your apartments and would be there to comfort and pamper one another.

There was one time that you went to his apartment straight after work crying. When he saw your messed-up state, he right away went to you, hugged you, caressed your hair, and told you to wait on the couch. When he got back, he brought your matching fabric headbands, one of his hoodies that was your favorite to wear, and a tub of ice cream for the both of you to eat while you tell him what happened that day. However, if you didn't wanna talk about it, he'd be okay with it and would try to distract you with his hugs and stories.

"Are you sure you don't wanna tell me?" He said, making you nod.

"I'm sorry if I can't tell you right now. It just makes me feel burned out and I wanna just properly spend time with you." You said, pouting and feeling guilty because you couldn't tell your problem right away. He placed the ice cream tub on the coffee table, placing your fabric headband on your head. wearing his after he fixed yours. After that he gave you his hoodie for you to wear. The weather was starting to get chilly too, after all.

"It's alright. Just make sure to tell me when you're comfortable telling it to me, okay?" You nodded and he kissed your forehead.

"I love you, Hyoseob, you're literally the best."

I want to build you a boat One that's strong as you are free So any time you think that your heart is gonna sink You know it won't I want to build you a boat

On your third anniversary, you and he travelled and spent five days in Palawan, Philippines. The beach and everything in Palawan took your breath away, not to mention the friendly people you've encountered. There was one instance on that vacation where he decided to rent a speed boat just for you and him. It made you scared at first, since you've never been on a boat before. But he assured you that you'd both be fine.

"What if we sink?! What if-what if-" he didn't let you finish your sentence as he suddenly kissed you, making you shut up.

"We're gonna be okay, love, alright? I'm beside you right now and I'm gonna protect you whatever happens." He said softly, making you nod and kiss him. There was a moment of silence, then he spoke,

"Always remember that I'll be here for you. I'll support you in whatever you wanna do, as long as it makes you happy. Don't you ever think I'll limit you because I know how capable and amazing you are. Okay?" He said, staring at you.

"Okay."

I want to write you a song One to make your heart remember me So any time I'm gone You can listen to my voice and sing along I want to write you a song I want to write you a song

It was finally time for him to enlist. The day both of you dreaded the most. You wouldn't see him for almost two years, but you hoped that when you pass the street, you'd see him as he'll serve as a public service worker. But before he enlisted, he had been working on an EP together with other female artists such as Hayi, whom you've been friends with for a while now due to them recording together.

When the day of the EP release, he gave you an LP copy with a note,

'Some of the songs were based on our relationship- our happiest moments, our ups and downs. Most especially, our love for one another. The next (almost) two years will be tough, since we won't be beside each other, but I promise to be with you when I get to have days off (hopefully). I love you so much!'

Reading this made you tear up and think of what'll happen in the next two years without him. You hugged him while still having tears in your eyes, catching him off guard.

"Don't cry! I'll take back the LP if you continue to cry!" He jokingly told you while he hugged you back, making you giggle.

You shivered as the cold air hit your back as some one lifted the covers up. Their arms running over yours and their head resting into the dip between your neck and shoulders. The warmth finally felt complete at last, the cold air that encompassed you gradually edging away from your figure. The weight of him behind you filled your centre and you meshed into his form , closing your tired eyes at the comfort. The bitter feelings finally shattered and were replaced with comfort.

“It’s hard isn’t it,” he whispers to you into your ear, “no one ever tells you the pain that can come your way, right.” You nodded in agreement. Your chest and his were rising and falling with each other in harmony, he was drawing circles on the back of your hand as you lent your back into his front. 

“I want you to know that I’m here for you, let all your emotions out on to me. It’s okay to be this way, it’s okay to fire up with your rage and collapse with your misery. I’m not going anywhere, I want to be here with you and wipe all your tears and treat all your wounds,” he spoke, digging his head into your back in an effort to get you to turn to him.

When you finally did, he seized you in his arms and brought you to him tightly. Your heart beat strongly next to each other, pounding and resounding with love. He held your sides gently, whispering, “there’s nothing to be ashamed of, you’re living here with me and that’s amazing.” You couldn’t help but fall further into him, slumping into his chest be embraced by him. 

The fact that he was here looking after you even when her had so many troubles, he really did love you and you were forever grateful for him. “ You know, I don’t think I could ever get you out of my head. Your eyes, scent and warmth, I don’t think I could go with out it. I have found a beautiful treasure in you, it shines brightly and blazes with fire and I so wish that you would adorn yourself on the outside with it,” he tells you.

“You are so incredible amazing, when you shine you illuminate cities and when you are angry you cause empire to fall, you are so infinitely extraordinary and rare,” he speaks. His words just cause you to further sink into your endless resource of love for him.  

Two weeks before the filming date, your manager has told you that you were selected as a guest producer for a total of two episodes in Show Me The Money 8. Guest producer? You thought, there must be a new system. Your manager forwarded you the rules and guidelines of the said judging. After finishing reading it, you finally came to a conclusion that you'll accept the invitation.

You're both a singer and a producer signed to Ambition Musik, making you the only girl signed to the label. Seeing one of your labelmates, Zene The Zilla, and your boyfriend, Yang Hongwon, perform and compete, made you excited for the filming day to finally arrive. However, you never told Hongwon nor your labelmate that you were invited as (1) you were a judge and (2) you wanted to surprise Hongwon.

Hongwon and you have been friends since highschool. You made music together, you produced beats  (sometimes even featuring) while he raps to the beats you make. Eventually, you two grew closer and closer until one day, while both of you were arguing in his apartment about his song, Hongwon decided to drop the bomb and tell you he likes you. You didn't believe it at first, thinking to yourself that he was way out of your league. Not only was he the winner of High School Rapper, he's also part of one of the hottest labels and crew, making him gain a lot of fans.

Fast forward to the day of filming, your manager fetched you from your house and dropped you off the filming site. You went inside the site where the staff directed you and you see some of the well-known rappers and producers that were also guest producers. Dynamic Duo, nafla, Takeone, Palo Alto, and the rest of the guest producers were crowding one spot, talking to one another. Palo Alto then spots you and calls out your name, welcoming you and giving you a hug, the other who soon did the same.

"I heard Hongwon joined again this season. Did you tell him you were invited as guest producer today?" He asks you infront of Gaeko and Choiza. You shook your head, "of course not, oppa! It would be unfair to the others if he knew beforehand. Even Zene oppa doesn't know I'm here." You said, making them agree with you. The calltime was an hour before the actual filming, so all of you were held inside a room that'll make you all comfortable in the meantime.

After all the waiting, a staff then came to the room and gave final instructions before you all start filming. When he finished talking, all of you were ushered to the filming spot, making an entrance and greeting the producers. You greeted everyone and all of you sat down.

All of the rappers who were on stage were all amazing. However, you were already tired and rested your head on Palo Alto's shoulder while everyone took a 15-minute break.

"Thankfully, I wasn't invited to be a producer in this show," you said to him, making him chuckle.

As he enters the stage, he bows and scans the judges in front of them. His eyes finally meet yours, making both of you smile. This doesn't go unnoticed by Crush, though.

"3 months of irregular sleeping patterns, but it's fun," he replies, patting your head.

Finally, the time came where Hongwon will compete. The contestants were already oriented that guest producers will appear. However, they never told who. So when the first set of rappers flashed on screen, followed by the faces of the guests, Hongwon was surprised to see you there.

"I see that the two lovebirds are smiling at each other," making chuckle and getting a mic.

There was no denying that Hongwon was better than his opponent. It wasn’t a biased opinion, it was a fact that everyone knew. The way he writes lyrics and spits his bars aren’t only pleasing to the ears but are unique. However, his opponent surprised you. You never heard of him before, but his energy and tone entertained you. After the battle ended, everyone gave their applause and started giving off their comments. After Crush gave his comment, he handed the mic over to you.

"Hongwon isn't my boyfriend today. I'm a guest producer today so I'll evaluate their performance with fairness," you said, making some of the judges holler. Choiza asked the rappers if they're ready, making them respond with a "yes". You then requested DJ Holiship for the beat, signalling that they were about to start. 

“I gotta say, both of you really did well. Yung Sog Wave-ssi, you really hyped up the battle more when you started moving and spitting your verses. Hongwon, it isn’t a secret that you’re impressive, but I gotta commend you for always improving and showing your best,” you ended your comment with a smile and gave the mic back to Crush. He then announced that it was time to vote. A few more minutes later, it was time to announce the results.

“BGM-v crew’s Young B...is the winner.” After it was announced, everyone clapped and both rappers bowed. His opponent made his exit and Hongwon approached his crew’s producers, thanking them and hugging them, also bowing to the guest producers. He sneaks a small smile towards you, making you smile back.

“What, no kiss?” YDG jokes, making everyone laugh and holler, chanting ‘kiss! Kiss!’ making you laugh and blush. You walked towards Hongwon and hugged him. He then kissed you on the cheek, catching you off-guard, making everyone scream.

“You just got out of high school!” Choiza said to the mic, making you and Hongwon laugh. With that, he left the area and went to the contestants’ waiting room, where everyone screamed and hollered when he came back since they saw what they did.

“You sneaky ass! Couldn’t wait until we’re finished filming. Look at how pink your cheeks are!” Bryn said to him and smacked his shoulder when he sat down beside her, making him chuckle and focus again on the screen. 

“You never told me you’d be here as a guest producer,” he said while both of you started walking to the exit of the site. 

After filming, both of you decided to eat out, texting your manager that you’ll be with Hongwon and go home with him. 

As you were waiting for him outside the interview filming site, you were on your phone when Hongwon appeared, making you look up and smile. He then bowed to you formally, making you laugh. 

“Of course I wouldn’t, baby. It’d be unfair to the other contestants. Plus, I like seeing you surprised,” you said, now holding one of his hands and swinging your interlocked hands back and forth. With that, you continued walking until you arrived at the convenience store since it was the only one open that serves decent food at that hour of the day. Both of you were tired, but it didn’t matter and it never showed, since you both enjoyed the time you were together. 

Right now, you and him are chilling at his living room since he just finished making beats. Both of you weren't necesaarily paying attention to one another, since he was focus playing a game on his phone and you were playing with his dog. But then...

"Siyoung, did you just...?" you started, staring at him, trying to hold in your laugh. He then paused his game, eyes wide and cheeks burning up, now hiding his head under a pillow. His dog began barking and covering its nose, making you burst out of laughter.

"Don't laugh at me! It's not like it's the first time you heard me fart," he told you, looking at you and pouting.

"Hongsi, it's the first time!" You said, still giggling, making him hide his head under a pillow again, whining. You couldn't deny how cute he was, even though at that age, so you walk your way to the couch and tap his knee, getting his attention and looking at you with an upset pout. You then spread your arms, asking him to hug you. He shook his head, not giving in and still embarassed. With that, you smiled and went closer to him, hugging him yourself and kept kissing his cheek.

"Hongsiiii, don't be upseeet! I actually kinda find it endearing since it's like a way to say we're getting more comfortable with each other," you said, looking at him and caressing his cheek. He then slowly looked back at you, giving you a devilish smile.

"Doesn't mean you should always fart when we're together! I never said you should always fart," you said, making him giggle and hug you back, resting his head on your shoulder.