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02/12/2010 It’s very rare that I sit in silence, the only thing I can hear is the sound of buzzing from the light a few centimetres away from me. I want to write, I felt like writing, I am writing. Where do I go from here? The more I write, the more progress I make, I feel like I’m pushing myself even further, causing me to improve. I write much more frequently so its more easier to get a…

21st August 2017 December last year I had decided that I was not going to cut my hair until a collaborative project was released. The intended release date was April 2017 but was subsequently pushed back further and further. During the course of that time I have stayed true to my word, I haven’t cut it. There’s been times where I’ve cut my beard shorter but that’s about it. I really don’t have…

29th June 2016 Ever feel like you are a million miles away from your destination?Ever feel like you’ve woken up out of the hitchhike and thought to yourself ‘where the fuck am I, what the fuck am I doing? I learnt on many occasions that I’m seldom content with anything. In my dreams I can’t seem to settle on a lottery prize money amount for me to be comfortable, I can’t seem to settle on the…

22nd June 2016, 0355 When that alarm chimes my first instinct is to snooze it. Then snooze again. And again. Then unlock my phone and lay in bed curled up questioning my need to get out of bed. In the moment between leaving my bed and turning off my alarm I try my hardest to stay awake. I then go in the bath and fight the temptation to soak and relax for as long as I can as opposed to getting…

Monday 5th February 2024, 1239 GMT Never thought I’d be one for a mirror reflection pep talk post shower but here I am. I was up in that mirror eye to eye telling myself that I’m going to win and reminding myself that I’m a winner repeatedly. Disappointment isn’t easy and the feeling of being left behind that comes with it leaves a nasty taste.It lingers. I’ve caught so many Ls just trying to…

Thursday 20th October 2011 My beloved duvet, the safest place in the world. My place of peace, tranquility, contemplation, and creativity. When times get rough in the midnight hour, I dim the lights, slip into my duvet and head straight to the notepad to write whatever it is that’s currently playing the equivalent of a mahooosive anvil on top of my cranium. Call after call, alarm after alarm,…

I watched a short video about fracking and it’s safe to say that I’m pretty cheesed off, which inspiring me to write this train of thought [that became to long to publish alongside the share video on facebook]. I thought about Captain Planet and the Planeteers, maybe it weren’t just a cartoon, maybe they’ve always tried to tell us something because nowadays all I can see is a bunch of corporate…