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text message i received from my friend kevin earlier tonight. 98.7 is a radio station. we text each other with just the radio station whenever we hear electric feel playing. the rest of the message was a pleasant surprise. unexpected shit like this warms my fucking heart and makes me want to happy cry. we don’t hang out as much because he doesn’t live 3 minutes away anymore, but it doesn’t really matter too much because we both know we’re forever friends.

Well we broke up. We tried, and that's what matters. We are still friends and we still care about each other. Sometimes people just aren't meant to be together, and that's okay.

I also met his parents today. I'm intimidated to say the least.

He was pleasantly surprised that he got two awards and a senior spotlight. I was and am so happy for him. Spending time with him makes me so happy and to see him happy makes me even more happy. Happy happy happy!!! Also poor guy ended his night with all of us taking over his apartment and watching scary movies (which he hates) He's a trooper though. :) he just cuddle up with me and watched my reactions instead hahaha. All in all: great night with my great guy.

He is so sweet. He got me flowers before church and I was just giddy! After church we went out to eat and had some great conversation. It's amazing how long you can be friends with someone and not know a lot about them. I mean, sure, we know each other pretty well, but now we are getting to know each other on a whole new level. It's so refreshing being with someone who just wants to be with you for you and not anything else. He doesn't expect me to do anything I'm not comfortable with. (Most guys I have been with expect me to be physical with them and it's exhausting) I have someone that I will be able to share myself with emotionally and spiritually before we even think about being physically intimate. It's such a change of pace for me, but I'm ready to be respected like I deserve. Believe me, he does a fantastic job at that.