#ket time

The fucking neon blanket.

I can't find a picture of it but I want you to imagine hubris given physical form. This blanket, this fucking blanket was knitted by holding SEVEN strands of yarn together on size 32 needles. I knit it from the inside out and only stopped when I was out of yarn. It was massive. Too massive. It worked as a weighted blanket but it was so hard to actually pick up and move around. I never weighed it but it was just. Too much blanket. Washing it was almost impossible. I had to drag it to a Laundromat to find a washer big enough only to discover that when it was wet IT WAS TOO HEAVY TO PICK UP i literally had to drag it over to the dryers this defeating the purpose of cleaning it

Okay so everyone gather around because there's exactly one conspiracy I believe and is one I created as well so listen

GRRM wrote the last season of Game of Thrones

Okay maybe not like he wrote every line of dialogue but like I bet he rolled up to the two dudes making it and was like okay here's what's going to happen, here's all the plot points, etc etc

This is what I think: I think after years of being stuck on his last book he was like hey let me do a test run off my ending for the TV show to see if people are going to like it, right? Then if they do he could go Surprise that's how the book series is going to end! And if there were parts people didn't like them he could adjust and edit etc etc

But everyone HATED it. It was absolute shit. It was so bad it actually erased the show from the zeitgeist and now no one but the book nerds talk about the series anymore. I think GRRM saw this and went oh shit guess I got to write another ending and that's why he hasn't finished the book yet

My main evidence is the fact that GRRM didn't go apeshit and flip out over the show "ruining" his story like literally any other author in his position would. You could argue it's because he's classy, OR is it because he's actually the one who wrote it???

I also believe he's not writing the book on purpose and is just sort of waiting out the rest of his life span so finishing the story becomes Brandon Sanderson's problem instead

Happy Pride everyone! My body seems to have finally stopped getting sick and I'm hoping it lasts because I never want to do that horrible, disgusting, bodily fluids ejecting month ever again. Thank God for my Project Hail Mary/Iron Lung hyperfixations getting me through the dark times. That and KETAMINE!

That's right! For those who don't know I do a ketamine treatment (under the supervision of a doctor, at a real actual clinic) to treat my Anxiety/Depression/PTSD every-other week. And while the treatment is super helpful it does have the side effect of causing horrible dissociation. But that's where you, yes YOU come in! I want you to send in questions for me to answer while I'm high as a kite to keep me from falling into a k-hole. I get to keep my wits about me, you get to see what wackiness my stoned self thinks up, it's win-win!

Ask me anything! Ask me about my writing! Ask me about Echo of the Larkspur or The Midwife Fables! Ask me about my fanfics like The Forgiveness of the Lamb series! Ask about the insane amount of world building I've been doing for To Observe Soft Flesh! Ask me about the gnat infestation! Ask me my favorite pizza topping! It doesn't matter just ask!

Oh boy, what a month its been, huh? For those who don't know I had a fun fun hospital stay this month for two days to get pumped full of blood platelets in an attempt to get me up to "barely acceptable" levels (the doctor's words). Now they have me pumped full of steroids and I'm going insane but maybe that can be helped with some KETAMINE!

That's right! For those who don't know I do a ketamine treatment (under the supervision of a doctor, at a real actual clinic) to treat my Anxiety/Depression/PTSD. And while the treatment is super helpful it does have the side effect of causing horrible panic-attack-causing dissociation. But that's where you, yes YOU come in! I want you to send in questions for me to answer while I'm high as a kite to keep me from falling into a metaphoric k-hole. I get to keep my wits about me, you get to see what wackiness my stoned self thinks up, it's win-win!

Ask me anything! Ask me about my writing! Ask me about Echo of the Larkspur or The Midwife Fables! Ask me about my fanfics like The Forgiveness of the Lamb series or To Observe Soft Flesh! Ask me about my plans for my next Bloodymary on the Rocks fanfic! Ask me my favorite color! It doesn't matter just ask!

Well I've been able to escape it thus far, but the heat wave has finally hit my neck of the world and LORD DOES IT SUCK. My AC is fighting for dear life and I've been doing everything possible to not go outside. Like I literally stocked up on food and snacks like a blizzard was about to hit. But I must go out this week for the sake of KETAMINE!

That's right! For those who don't know I do a ketamine treatment (under the supervision of a doctor, at a real actual clinic) to treat my Anxiety/Depression/PTSD. And while the treatment is super helpful it does have the side effect of causing horrible panic-attack-causing dissociation. But that's where you, yes YOU come in! I want you to send in questions for me to answer while I'm high as a kite to keep me from falling into a metaphoric k-hole. I get to keep my wits about me, you get to see what wackiness my stoned self thinks up, it's win-win!

Ask me anything! Ask me about my writing! Ask me about Echo of the Larkspur or The Midwife Fables! Ask me about my fanfics like The Forgiveness of the Lamb series or To Observe Soft Flesh! Ask me about the terrible dark joke no one has caught in Kaiseki yet! Ask me my favorite color! It doesn't matter just ask!

Summer has hit full force in the land of North Carolina (thank god for sweet tea and cheerwine) and with it my body seems to have finally stopped having horrible things happening to it! I even spent today swimming and hanging out at the community pool to celebrate! Which is amazing, considering last year my lungs were so fucked up I couldn't even do that. And now that I've had my pool time, let's do some KETAMINE!

That's right! For those who don't know I do a ketamine treatment (under the supervision of a doctor, at a real actual clinic) to treat my Anxiety/Depression/PTSD. And while the treatment is super helpful it does have the side effect of causing horrible dissociation. But that's where you, yes YOU come in! I want you to send in questions for me to answer while I'm high as a kite to keep me from falling into a metaphoric k-hole. I get to keep my wits about me, you get to see what wackiness my stoned self thinks up, it's win-win!

Ask me anything! Ask me about my writing! Ask me about Echo of the Larkspur or The Midwife Fables! Ask me about my fanfics like The Forgiveness of the Lamb series or To Observe Soft Flesh! Ask me about the terrible dark joke no one has caught in Kaiseki yet! Ask me my favorite color! It doesn't matter just ask!

Well after a week that started with me getting the worat stomach bug of my life and ending with me in the hospital with the flu I am finally feeling better! And I finally got to write for the first time in two weeks! And I was so excited about it I totally forgot to make a post asking for questions to answer while I do KETAMINE!

That's right! For those who don't know I do a ketamine treatment (under the supervision of a doctor, at a real actual clinic) to treat my Anxiety/Depression/PTSD every-other week. And while the treatment is super helpful it does have the side effect of causing horrible dissociation. But that's where you, yes YOU come in! I want you to send in questions for me to answer while I'm high as a kite to keep me from falling into a k-hole. I get to keep my wits about me, you get to see what wackiness my stoned self thinks up, it's win-win!

Ask me anything! Ask me about my writing! Ask me about Echo of the Larkspur or The Midwife Fables! Ask me about my fanfics like The Forgiveness of the Lamb series! Ask my current hyperfixation! Ask me my favorite pizza topping! It doesn't matter just ask!