#kesakeru

Yeah, I know exactly how you feel. Being overworked and seeing how it just keeps piling up get's me so anxious. All I can do is to try and distract myself with the fun things that are coming up later, but then when those things are done, it's always back to trying to find something new to keep me going. And when you live in the middle of nowhere and see your friends maybe once every few months... Oh well, at least I have my doggy and my brother to keep me somewhat sane.

Distraction and the occasional, very slight meltdown seem to be what does the trick - for me at least. Let’s hope both of us somehow manage to get rid of the stressful stuff in our lives!

This is so incredibly awesome!!! It looks so cool <333

Thank you so much! <3

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Holy, I seriously don't know how to feel about this! Because damn that is awesome and accurate and all the things to get me excited like a creepy fangirl... but at the same time I just want to scream "NOPE!" because traumas!

Ok I just have to comment on this. I am as introverted as they get. And I love performing. I talk way too much most of the time, I am loud as sh*t and I enjoy like minded company. I just feel REALLY tired afterwards, and to me that is totally ok.

Yes, same. Performing doesn’t wear me out quite as much as spending time with people on a more personal level does (and even that depends on who I spend time with and why; arranged hangouts with people I’m not that close to are more draining than semi accidental “oh we’ll just exist in the same place for a bit how nice”), but the point still stands. It also seems to be pretty difficult for some people to understand that the way I act in, say, an office environment, isn’t the way I am in all situations, ever. 

damn right you deserve all the glory you get and haven’t gotten yet. and you DO know your stuff. my personal fav costumes of yours are the ones you have taken your time with, without a deadline. easy does it is totes your thing!

Oh you. ♥ I think I’m guilty of the same thing we’ve talked about with you before: knowing your stuff makes it seem like the stuff is no big deal, so you don’t really feel like you’re doing anything special, even though you definitely are. And “no deadlines” is definitely my thing. I just wish I could do it more often. : D

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Well you deserve all the praise you get for that cosplay! I didn’t attend Desu this year, and had no idea you where going there as Anders (as I knew the costume was not finished yet), so seeing that flawless piece of art of a picture blew my mind!

Haha this happened to me too at my earlier job. I had a nice room with its own bathroom all to myself for nearly a year before we were all moved to another building where we had cubicles and the amount of noise was horrible. oTL

Oh no, that sounds awful! Cubicles are the worst. Ugh. 

oh shit, hopefully the damage turns out to be minimal. Thank God for insurance.