Look at me actually sending in a confession. I don’t really know what all I want to say so I’m just going to go with it. Apologies to the admin if this drags on. I started roleplaying on tumblr years ago. Five or six I’m not sure. From the start there was one certain person that stood out to me. That person and myself hit it off. Like woah our muses click our writing clicks wow kind of hit it off. It was fun, but over the years, I’ve realized that that one person, no matter where I go or what I do has become a poison to me. They’re manipulative in the nastiest and silliest ways. Something goes wrong? Bam. Personal vendetta against not only the muse, but the mun as well. They have made it to where I honestly can’t even stand being anywhere near their muses. It’s the most ridiculous and petty thing and I hate that it’s gotten to me like it has. But one can only take so much talking while keeping their mouth shut. Not to mention the amount of people that have fallen into what I have come to learn is in fact a cycle. It’s sad. Not only because they take it so seriously when shit happens, but because other people are losing interest in roleplay because of it. Granted, they aren’t the only one that does these sorts of things, just the one that I have dealt with personally. You, and you will know this is for you if you read this whole thing, you are now and have been before the reason I’ve lost interest in roleplaying. I can’t play either of what were my main muses without hearing that you said this or you said that about either them or even myself. The saddest thing is I used to defend you. You’re smart. You can be a great person. I hope you eventually find whatever happiness it is you’re looking for. But I want you to know that your actions do have consequences and people are giving up something they love because you can’t understand that it is just a game. I haven’t always been the nicest person, I know, but I’m so completely tired of the dramatics. So I am deleting Ru and Keigo’s blogs and I hope that maybe you can finally stop bringing up myself or my muses in any conversation. Consider us nonexistent if you have to. Just please leave me out of it. Also, shout out to Masa and Keru for always being chill with Keigo. And to Hazu-mun for always and forever putting up with things. Hyo for being an absolute doll. Yoshito for understanding that a good protagonist is essential and good for story development. Taka for being one of the few that understood Ru’s nature and didn’t judge him for it. Naoto and Ryouga already know how much I adore them but they can have a shout out too. Also, to the admin of this blog because how you put up with the amount of complete and utter crap that comes into this ask is beyond me. I wish you all the best and hope that maybe someday jrp can go back to being about fun and story telling. Much love, Ru/Keigo mun. <3
