lapin & keradin for the "all gore goes" d20 zine!
poem excerpt: where it begins, erica jong 1971
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lapin & keradin for the "all gore goes" d20 zine!
poem excerpt: where it begins, erica jong 1971

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helped bot a d20 ship poll on twitter to learn some python, happy birthday kerapin (dont worry everyone was botting <3)
you wanted him. you wanted him and you killed him and his chocolate blood is thick on your hands as he tells you your god means nothing. you are twenty-something years young and your devotion is strong as the earth and in blinks of unquestioned trust you have wanted him. the heretic, the betrayer, the secret servant of wickedness. you wanted him, you want him still. you want him now in death, in that trembling stillness before the betrayal, want to kill him all over again, want to hold his body under your bones and worship him with your violence. you are here in the cathedral and his blood is here in your hands, your mouth, your lips. sacrificed under the altar of your god, the little hare went down screaming. you wanted him and you killed him and now you are pure once again, now your hands are the righteous anger of god. what more is there to think about? what more is there to doubt? you have killed him, you have killed the sinner at your heart, you have struck down the wicked temptation. you are pure and whole and holy, and no tinfoil cloak nor chocolate blood can blur your vision again.
ever since reading more around the presbyterian/episcopalianism split within christianity, calvinism, the english bourgeois revolution and the german peasants revolt, i now fear that the conflict between lapin and keradin that i wrote for chapter 2 of my 30k word SCP IMA Nadox & the Mekhanite x D20 ACOC post-apocalyptic crossover AU (which will not be re-read by anyone) lacks a coherent material class analysis and falls prey to undialectical reddit-atheist idealist trappings, especially if i ever plan on finishing the sequel "body without organs". my communist lapin reading "a critique of the gomphus programme by agarl myoarx" cameo will be met with nothing but derision. he'll be relegated to a bakunin-figure in universe. i cant have this.
Keradin moment
Iβm really committed at making a carrot man hot.

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I love looking at fan art for a variety of reasons. My current amusement is seeing the schism in the Dimension 20 audience between artists who draw Keradin Deeproot as a carrot like he is in canon and the artists who went, fuck that, I need to draw him as a human because I want to draw him sexy. Then there's a third group of people who look at that group and say "Cowards, with the powers of art invested in me, I WILL draw a sentient Carrot man, and he shall be the sexiest, most murderous, religiously brainwashed Carrot you have ever seen!
I'm more into Theopin but you guys in Kerapin land are certainly onto something and I'm not mad about it lmfao. (There are of course awesome, platonically homicidal portraits of Keradin too, but... the numbers are in, and statistically you guys are mostly freaks. I say with love).
before the betrayal
I wrote repressed gay knight kerapin. please enjoy.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65339662