#kenamadadefenseforce

I appreciate everything you sent me, from every single one of you. Between all of you, and those who messaged me on skype, I ended up crying for about an hour while realizing just how selfish I really was. The reason leading to that post was because, during the beginning of my breakdown, the person I'd gone to speak to told me "I don't have time to deal with this" before signing off on me. Coupled with shit from my family at the time made it worse, and it all tumbled downhill from there.