#kellkeith

The simple mention of "Hippodown Temple" makes him lose his cool. And when he doesn't have a choice and needs to actually go there...He panics. He starts hyperventilating, his mind becomes a blurry mess, his heart pounds so loudly like it's about to explode...Add to that the painful memories of being kidnapped, manhandled, used as a bartering system that made the mission fail....And you get a huge panic attack in return.

When that happens, he doesn't respond to the world around him anymore and becomes somewhat violent if someone gets a little too close. Only a few people can try to calm him down without risking getting punched, but...Making him snap out of it is pretty difficult.

...Most of the time, he ends up crying himself to sleep or passing out because his brain can't cope with the trauma and guilt. And in those cases...Kellyn is the one taking care of him. Kellyn, whose mind is overflowing with rage and protectiveness. Kellyn, whose aura is different from the warm and shy one usually emanating from him.

Can I just say, how much it just means to have people still respond to your sinfully forgotten bestie OTP when you talk about it

This is my ultimate reward for refusing to let go of these boys