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Juanita has once again had an outburst, which she has had about once a month every month that I have been here. When she does she accuses, berates, compared, disparages, and brow beats, then usually claims she was the one verbally attacked. She lies, projects, takes out of context, exaggerates, and is quite hateful during these outbursts. She then refuses to take any responsibility for her actions, which she also projects blame on to the one she is attacking, me, even saying yesterday that I “bring it out of her.” This was after stating I should not even have spoken to the serviceman who was here to fix the refrigerate, you know, because I am a grunt and she is the queen. I have addressed the unhealthiness of a caregiver being completely isolated with no outlet, and even a request to go to the store or bank being met with how it is wasting her gas (if it is something I need, but not if it is something she needs), to no avail. I have discussed the unhealthiness of the diet, no fiber, everything absolutely covered in artificial flavorings, seasoned salt, and enough salt to gag a horse, often declared that it needs to be saved for David, her son who eats lunch with us five days a week, also to no avail and to have had it be thrown back in my face. This diet has thrown my system into shock, causing me a great deal of discomfort and pain, interrupted my sleep for weeks, with gastrointestinal issues which then aggravate as they worsen, my spinal, rectal, colon and other injuries (still untreated or compensated for, sustained primarily during Carew’s crime spree while impersonating a police officer on or about May 23, 2014, with all levels of law enforcement notified of the situation during the year of the police report, 2016).

Juanita has once again asked me to leave, and it may very well be time for me to move out of what has been a rather toxic environment for me. I believe this is the fourth outburst since I arrived in late September 2020, the previous three times she changed her mind and asked me to stay. Of course, each vicious verbal attack has done increasing damage to the relationship, and I have lost pretty much all respect for her, her self-righteous attitude, inflated estimation of herself, complete and utter disrespect toward me, her hateful words (she sees why I was stalked, she attacks me then states how her and her late husband had how many ever years together being uplifting, etc., everything is a comparison, which is just exhausting and ridiculous). Juanita entertains company, and feeds them six to seven days a week, and while she claims to be a devout Christian, it was a battle for me to even get a Sabbath rest, have Sundays off. Every other day of the week I am on duty from sun up to bedtime, six days a week. That is to clean, cook, provide companionship, and yet Juanita has criticized absolutely everything I have done since I have been here, as well as me as a person. Then, turns around and claimed yesterday that I really pulled a number on them or took them for a ride or some such thing. She pulled me out of the gutter (primitive camping outside of St. Joseph, MO, rather than practicing law with a house paid off, my child, grandchildren, etc., that unprosecuted criminal activity and police corruption forced me into primarily with their double binds in the first place) according to her, at what? Seventy-five cents an hour.