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mom, would you wash my back this once?

and then we can forget

i’ll leave what i’m chasing

for the other girls to pursue.

mom, am i still young?

i hope you feel, hope you feel the guilt i do

you’ve got no shame

you did the damage and i feel the shame

i wanna scream

cut you up like you did me

you took the sunshine from the days

now i live in shadows

i’m just a dog with no bite

so please don’t leave

i need you more than you need me

you’re beautiful, and smart and kind

while i am ugly full of lies

like you and me were always safe

i ran, i ran the fuck away

like i could be grown up some day

you go there and i’ll go too

i’ll be the one who follows you

watch you sleep and watch you wake

notice all the moves you make

be your rock, i’ll be your guide

without you it’s suicide

can’t wait til the day we meet

until then i’ll watch you sleep

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i’ve got the sickest picture of you in my mind

i keep having this dream

where you forget about me

go to bed with some guy

don’t you dare say you ever loved me

or even tell me that you cared

‘cause you knew what you were doing,

and you know just what you’ve done.

how dare you say you miss me

when she talks, i listen

she’s in the shower and her skin glistens

like oh my god, i like it

like oh god i like it

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and when she laughs i like it

like oh, hahahaha!

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i can make you laugh so fucking hard

it hurts you

inside your bones

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holy shit she smells like heaven,

been best friends since we were eleven

oh my god i like her

yeah, i heard you like her

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I AM A MILLION FUCKING BUCKS

I AM A THOUSAND FUCKING BUCKS

YOUR BITCH IS DEAD SHE WAS HIT BY A TRUCK

i don’t wanna fucking be here anymore

i’m leaving forever, you miss me whatever

i don’t care

i’m tired of your face and the way that you hate everything

you make me want to start smoking cigarettes so i die slowly

anything that’s bad for me

you’re killing me