#kavaitham

Currently looking for a roleplay partner for a few specific ships:

-Haikaveh/Kavetham (Happy to RP either character).

-Sandbina (Prefer Columbina but I'm happy to play either).

-HuaLian (Open to either).

-XiCheng (Open to either. Only have experience with mainly LXC).

-WangXian (Prefer WWX. Will do LWJ if the plot is good enough and we get along).

-Eruri (heavily prefer Levi). I have more ships I like that I'm not looking for but are open to, such as: Beefleaf, CaitVi, YumiHisu, BG3, and OC's (must involve a queer romance). Open to a Bingge and Shen Jui story, but I don't really care to do LBH and SY, (even though I like them). Rules:

1. You must be 20+ I am 24.

2. Triggers include heavy suicidal thoughts, r*pe, and I am uncomfortable with m-preg.

3. If an 18+ roleplay you must be willing to play switch or top. I hate topping the whole time.

4. I’m lenient on response length but at least two paragraphs please, or more than 8 sentences at the least. I tend to write far more than that but I can go shorter. Often my responses are 4+ paragraphs.

5. Tupperbox is a requirement in the RP server we make together. I don't expect my partner to use it but I love using it myself.

6. I like intricate plots with angst, planned storylines, and drama, not just wholesome stories, smut, or vague ideas like writer x coffee barista. If that sounds like your jam, hit me up. If not, I'm not the roleplayer for you. Response times: My replies vary from a day to a week at a time, depending on the length and effort of rp replies. If we are roleplaying with lengthy responses, it will take a couple days to a week. I often reply on Sunday at the latest. If shorter it can vary from a day to a week, depending on how busy I am and how many other people I need to reply to. Responses only extend to a week if I am busy and I will often communicate to you directly, or through my Discord status where I am at. I am lenient and chill with other peoples response times and understanding that life comes first. My RP partner must be the same way. Messages:

sure, he has a lot of confidence in himself, and yes he's very smart and doesn't fail to point out how others are wrong. but he doesn't seem like the type of person who would willingly argue with others when he deems other people's interactions rarely useful to him.

haitham is about efficiency. haitham is not about caring about other people's opinions, even if they are extremely incorrect.

given the light of the leaks, this only furthers my opinions about this, that haitham argues with kaveh not because they don't see eye to eye (kaveh is one of the few people who haitham deems his equal. there is no doubt in his eyes that kaveh is a smart and capable person, even if they have different thought patterns and ways of dealing with things.) but because kaveh rarely has an outlet for letting out his negative emotions.

kaveh bottles up all his feelings, thinking that no one around him should see him when he's upset or angry, but it only makes it worse. having an outlet is better for him, especially when he can't find one normally, his friends too emotionally far from him due to his trauma, and no family around him.

and thus, haitham purposely starting an argument, over something tiny and miniscule he really doesn't care about, stinging only enough to where kaveh is biting back, all his suppressed emotions surging forth and snapping at full force, because where else is he going to put these emotions?

haitham doesn't care. honestly, he's glad to see that the faux happy architect is finally showing his emotions, and knows him well enough that he's not serious about what he's saying when his feathers are ruffled up, just upset and hurt from literally everything other than this tiny disagreement.

and, yeah, kaveh feels horrible for fighting with haitham like that, getting flashbacks from when he had that awful fight that almost (?) made their friendship entirely break apart, but haitham, unlike that time, is pretending like nothing happened. in fact, he even silently makes coffee for him the next morning, leaving a baffled kaveh standing in the kitchen, wondering when haitham had memorized exactly how he likes his morning coffee.

and it happens again, this time over kaveh going to the bar again, just outside the door, haitham biting one of his sore spots, and then kaveh nipping back just as hard, except it rolls off of haitham like oil in water.

it isn't until months later that people have commented on how often he bickers with his (ex?) friend that he realizes what haitham is subtly doing.

at this point, it's second nature for them to bicker over tiny things, like who did the dishes last or who left a stray book where, but surprisingly, sometimes kaveh stops for a second when he realizes that haitham is leading the conversation where he wants it to go, egging kaveh to snap and bite back, and feels a rush of warmth into his chest.

after every morning they had a disagreement, there's a mug of coffee on the table waiting for kaveh. it has to be for kaveh, because haitham only drinks tea.

kaveh wonders how long it's been since someone has genuinely cared about him in a way like this, so quietly yet powerfully.