#katwolf135

Had an interview scheduled today to teach a class at an after school program, but I ended up canceling it because I just don’t think I’m ready for something like that. And I want to be. I want to be able to be social, to make some friends, get a job, or to be able to order my own damn food without having a full blown panic attack. And it’s so frustrating that I just can’t. So I’m going to go to counseling and hopefully that will help.

I fucking hate my computer right now. I can’t figure out whats wrong with it. Why can’t it just run nicely! 

I keep forgetting to take my meds. Geez, why am I so fucking forgetful lately...

So it’s 4 am and I should really go to bed, but i’m not done downloading music yet...

ya know it’s pretty disappointing when tumblr says I have a message and I think “Hey, someone actually wants to talk to me!” annnnnd then it turns out to be one of those stupid virus messages.

So it’s like 2:30 in the morning and I’m super hungry, but I can’t make anything without waking everyone else up. Hopefully this tootsie pop will keep my stomach from growling....

Ugh, I need friends so I actually have someone to do something with on Halloween