Day 10 - Ten things you want to say to 10 different people right now
1. (Mom) Hi ma! I just want to say that I'm not a failure. Don't ever think that I'm a failure. I'm just looking for a chance, a hole where I can fit. And from there I can assure you that I'll do my best and make you proud.
2. (Kuya) Bro things dont ussually go the way we planned it. God has a perfect plan for us if it didn't happen the way we wanted. I always believe that good things come to thos who wait so we should endure and wait... because God doesn't give us problems we can't solve πͺπ»
3. (Ericka) Thank you for being the sister I never had. Thank you for always understanding and making me feel okay whenever I have doubts. And thank you for always supporting me on every chance you have. I'm praying and hoping that our relationship will stay forever! This Sept 12 is just the beginning of our friendship trip! Love you Eckabells ππ
4. (Allelee) You're our sunshine. Our lives turned 360Β° the moment you were born. Ninang will try her best to guide you, to love you and to cherish you all throughout your life's journey. I love you baby namin π
5, 6, 7, 8. (Paula, Francine, Heinna, Marvelou: My High School Barkada) Honestly I dont know where to start. After graduation (college) things got little complicated on my part. It so sad that in a snap, everything falls apart. I know I was to blame, I started to stop communicating to the group. But I have reasons... Reasons I don't know you could understand. I don't want all of you to drag to my own drama and mess. Now that I'm starting to build myself again, I felt sad becuase I knew doors where now closed for me. I don't know where, when, how to approach. I don't know where to start. And then once again I become lost. I started to show all of you in a group on social media, but you didn't contact me even once. Now I'm afraid that even on special occasions you will forget about me (okay! one of my dreams is to be a ninang to your future kids guys! Or a bridesmaid to your wedding!). But I must accept. Maybe this is the consequence of my actions. But always remember that I' m always proud with your achievements, I'm also the first one to cry to your heartbreaks, I also feel sad when you're sad, and I always pray for each one of you. Love you guys! You will always have a special place in my heart. β€οΈ
9. (To my future partner) Yes! Advance kasi akong mag-isip ππ» Hi! Please be patient to me. I'm not perfect. I'm not that beautiful. I'm not that smart... But believe me when I say I really love you. I can't offer you more. Just my loyalty and love. If I become too moody, too sungit, too annoying... please bear with me. This is who I am. Every part. Please stay with me through my ups and downs, because I assure you I'll never leave you no matter what. Please love me the way I should be loved. Please love my parents because they are my life. And if the time comes that you will start to ask yourself why'd you love a person like me. Please remember that once in your life your world stop the moment you see me. How your heart skips a beat when I'm around. And how we manage to fight for our relationship in bad and good times. I love you, dear. Always remember that π
10. (God) Thank You for everything, Sir. Thank You for giving me life. For giving me strenght. For giving me things I know sometimes I don't deserve. They say that when you're down just ask and He will listen. Just admit you're weak and You will help. God, I am your lost sheep. Please hug me and then guide me to the right path. To the path where I once again can start my life. Lead me, Lord. I am your soldier.
