#kassandralee

I used to think that we ruled the world That nothing could stop us But then there came a day A day when my world came to A screeching halt The words that you spoke bounced off the empty halls My ears began ring Tears welled up in the crooks of my eyes The sun stopped shining and Storms emerged in the east The birds stopped singing and Our castle began to crumble I never thought I would say You were no longer mine I was no longer yours We were no longer we And people kept telling me If it were meant to be it would be And that I shouldn't hold on And just let it go Don't tell me that you still care Don't tell me that we are friends Don't tell me that you'll always be there Don't lie to me Don't lie to me Where were you when I was crying myself to sleep Where were you when I needed someone to talk to Where were you when I began to fall apart Piece after piece, slowly then all at once I began to break down Food had lost its appeal, Reading is a bore, Work is my solace other than the silence behind my bedroom door. I miss the conversations we had I miss your goofy smile I miss your laugh I miss the adventures I miss my caretaker My best friend My lover I miss being able to call you up late at night and talking for hours I miss the jokes we had I miss your stupid obsessions I miss the way your eyes lit up when you talked I lost you I lose you with every morning coffee, I lose you with every sunrise and sunset, I lose you with every dark thought that charges into my mind, I lose you with every word unsaid, I lose you a little more each day, and there is no telling if or when I will find you again.