#karasu timeout

anD CELEBRATION TIME C'MON 

100 FOLLOWERS /gross sobbing/

thank u guys so much 

even tho I'm not quality and sometimes just hiatusing without telling anyone

My e-mail got infected with some kind of worm, writing spam to all my contacts and spreading hel p 

Like I read it actually isn't the computer itself that is infected, it's the e-mail account and it might not be your fault, because someone from your contacts got the worm first and

wow I got really crept out (but watched it whole nonetheless lol) 

wow just wow I have no words anymore 

It's like it sucked my brain away ?? 

but most of the time I was either just hiding away because of ero scenes or laughing at mokkun's seiyu because he sounded so 'idec frick this' all the time A+ seiyu I tell you 

a must watch in yaoi history 

I'm gonna go watch Boku no Pico

I love you a lot ;3; 

okay so I just saw that post where the person gives up on art and huge texts just laying there and 'art not being a piece of cake' and stuff but guys

it just fucking hurts like?? I'm looking at myself now, I do have pictures I gave my best on and nobody ever noticed them, like, ever. that's what gets my confidence down and never in my fucking life somebody noticed how hard I try sometimes

nobody praises me, I can't just continue to draw for myself, it's just me being ignored or what?? I have a dad that fucking hates art and everything I draw is poop and I have friends that don't really care (sometimes just say 'can you draw me a thing' and I get really nervous and say no out of protection, because if I mess up I think people get mad or be disappointed for the crap on the sheets) and I literally have 0 self-confidence, everything I ever did got me nothing good and I don't know ??? c'mon, don't say you work for it when there's people that just tell other people 'yo that artist is awesome' and that's how they also gain popularity, it's not always only work, so please don't say that 'cause I just get sad when I listen to such things?? I'm not saying I want attention, I'm rather good without it but sometimes I just want people to once not ignore me and really just notice me or my work, but it just doesn't happen

I'm not really talking about tumblr, just in general, like seriously? Sorry, I won't even fall for that one, it's all I can say and 

it'S A FUCKING HARD PIECE OF CAKE and easy (or not so easy) when you get help

im gomen but do u guys catch my drift??

idk if anyone wants to know but here's my fresh facebook art thing and twitter ??? I thought why not and here it is ouch

https://www.facebook.com/hina.shos.crow

https://twitter.com/Shiaato