#kappo rambles

1 year on testosterone. I used to shower in the dark as a teenager. Now I admire my own body. I used to daydream about the face I currently have. I used to cry in frustration so desperately wanting to change my body and now I’ve never felt more content in my own skin. Hrt is life saving. I love my transgender body and my gay voice. I love expressing myself without a voice in my head reminding me somethings not quite right. I love who I am.

It’s almost 70 degrees in January we need to start KILLING RICH PEOPLE NOOOOOOOW

People who wake up hungover and want to eat something greasy are crazy. I got drunk as balls last night and when I woke up all I wanted was a plain ham and cheese sandwich

I’ve been watching fish meal videos. Like watching how people butcher different fish how people use every part of the fish and how people cook different meals. I odnt eat sea food. I can’t stand it. I don’t watch videos about food I actually do eat. Idk why. This must be some form of voyeurism

Active ice storm happening in my city but I have to stay at work and serve people burgers. God bless America. This is what god intended

I remember when I was having this conversation with a friend (don’t talk to her anymore)(unrelated to the story) about how I felt adventure time sort of rushed some of the character development for Finn in the finale and they spoon fed us the resolution with his internal vault and how I wished they had treated the viewer as a bit more competent and took it slower. And she started saying “adventure time is my special interest and it really upsets me when you make fun of it” and I said “well I really like adventure time too that’s why I care enough to make this criticism” and eventually she confessed that she had never even finished the show and didn’t know the scene I was talking about. She just liked fionna and cake. She was a grown woman at the time of this conversation