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Well, well, well – what a year! Hell, what a DECADE. In December I’ll be celebrating 10 years of living in San Miguel de Allende. That’s right folks, an entire decade. Viva Mexico!! And while there have been some extreme highs, and very extreme lows, I wouldn’t change much. Everything that has happened has led me to where I am right this moment, which is exactly where I should be. For the last…

This past weekend I participated in an ayahuasca ceremony. I spent the whole day fasting and preparing my body for the purging. Kambo in the morning. Ayahuasca in the evening.

I asked Abuela Ayahuasca to show me what I can’t see.

And so she gifted me with the chance to meet everyone I’ve ever loved.

I’ve done shrooms before and was familiar with the descent into being “in” so when the ayahuasca started to take me, I just remember looking up at the trees and the ground and saying, “I know there’s darkness and light. I am not afraid, take me.”

And then Chowder came. He came to take me. My sweet angel, my guardian and guide. He took me and I saw my abuelito and my family and most of all I saw my grandma.

I haven’t seen her since she died. She never visited me in my dreams. I know she looks after me, but I never FELT it.

That night I finally understood. I sobbed. I grieved and she held me.

I know I am full of love. I feel so much pain because I love so deeply. Inside me is a well that overflows.

Kiss me when I pull up to the party (When I pull up) 24/7 eyes on me yeah nan gwansimeopseo yeope aen nugunji I be one & only, ireon nan eotteoni Baby baby I don’t wanna even know you in real life I just wanna take you with my new ride Baby baby neottaeme nae yeopjarireul biwonwa So 24/7 give it to me, yeah Give it, give it, give it to me baby, I just want some more yeojaneun neoga cheoeumira…

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