#kajd

Yes, you can.

I'm alone at my best friends place. He's basically my brother and after 11 years of friendship he decided to give me a key to his place. This was a huge how of trust because last time this happened I went into his room and turned everything upside down or inside out. Or threw it on the floor. Or stacked it super high. Anyways now I'm here alone, I could be playing xbox games, interneting, watching Netflix.. But. I. Do. This.

I wanna be the blush in your cheeks/ the chill in your spine/ your eyes only find me when I'm looking inside Your lips sparkled ruby/ your smile spilled ink/ but your hips don't like about the things that you think I'm the color of your nightmares/ the dark prince of your dreams/ the ugly in your heart could make a lonely soul sing Your lungs breathe heavy / fall asleep in black jeans/ you can't build a castle with only two broken beams Your name confined to whispers/ love you wont let me be/ when you left and fucked him did you finally feel free

I read my moon sign because it comes first (Aries moon) I read my sun+rising (Scorpio) next and it usually feels like home. Then I read your- hers...her sign and I hope to find some finality in agreeing with something I don't really believe in. Then I scroll on.

When I was 5, I found out my brain elks were trans-cancer If Disney made a movie about me it would be Finding Chemo I'll never be a successful comedian. When I was younger I used to go around making fun of myself before anyone would get the chance to make fun of me, which is a normal thing to do but I didn't explain it right to other people. For YEARS I would say I specialize in self-defecating humor instead of self-deprecating humor. Imagine my dismay discovering that I was funnier when I was stupid. So I'll never be a successful comedian because my timing is way off