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@kaigyokus + @frostwinds / nanami & shoko.

between nanami's long legs, shoko sits leisurely in the bath. summer sunlight pours in through the open window, reflecting a soft glow on the water's surface. it's hot today — a sweltering, sticky day where ordinarily, skin to skin contact would be unbearable, but she doesn't mind. maybe it's the cool water, maybe it's the company. after all, it's quite rare for nanami to indulge her.

"what are you thinking about?" she hums, not daring to look behind her. she doesn't want to know what kind of expression he's wearing. maybe she doesn't even want to know what he's thinking, but she should fill the silence with something. leaning against his broad chest, she can feel his body heat radiate from his warm skin, pressed against her small back. she can feel every steady breath he takes. inhale, exhale. without intending to, she finds herself breathing with him in unison. inhale, exhale.

terrifying how easily she follows his pace. terrifying yet is how natural it feels.

shoko wonders how many times nanami regrets saying 'yes' to her. does it rival the amount of times he said no? she wonder what he thinks of her. or does he not think of her at all? she wonders how many times nanami tells himself that this will be the last time only to inevitably break his promise to himself again. she wouldn't blame him, no — of course, she'd understand. after all, she tells herself the same thing every time. are they doomed to repeat this cycle forever?

does it matter at all?

inhale, exhale.

major arcana headcanons // accepting

the tower  : what event drastically changed your muse’s life ? do they resent that event or are they glad of it ?

I know I already answered this one, but since it’s verse dependent, i’ll answer it again. But this time I’ll use her default / main verse since it doesn’t get much love anymore : (

So, in Rei’s Durarara verse, she meets this one guy by chance. Gets to know him a bit. Slowly catches feelings for him. Even when he reveals that he’s a part of the Yakuza, about to be the new leader of said organization, Rei accepts that. Her feelings for him don’t subside even knowing that he partakes in criminal activity. Only when he becomes head of the Yakuza, becomes so power hungry that he turns in a monster in her eyes, does Rei leave him. Disappears from his side without warning. Without telling him. The man, who has becomes so possessive over Rei, wants her back. He even goes as far as to threaten her life if she doesn’t return.

Afraid, Rei seeks out help. After finding out some information on a well known info broker, she sets up a meeting with him. He’s capable of erasing all her information, making her seemingly vanish from existence. Rei seeks out his protection, and in return, in order to pay him back for his service, she works for him. Doing his dirty work or simply whatever it is he wants her to do.

Rei wished she never met that guy. Never got involved with such a man. She had to throw her life away in order to remain safe and alive. Had to drop out of university, abandon all her friends leaving them behind without a word, even move from her comfortable little apartment. 

i have started at this comment for a good 20 minutes -

     ❛ Suguru-Senpai, ❜ the first year called out as his upperclassman passed him in the courtyard. ❛ Do you have a minute! ❜ 

nanami walked over to suguru and gave him a small smile.  ❛ I was wondering if I could talk to you about something. ❜ the freshman was the first and only sorcerer in his family, and as of late he was having his doubts about the whole ordeal.