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Crystal~

URL: What does it mean? | Good. | Perfect. | LOVE it.

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ICON:  Nice. | Pretty. | Lovely. | Perfect. (unf kai's back)

ok i'm just

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i'm sorry

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Based on this video which I do not own by any means. Rated M for sexual themes.

-Forward-

My name is Taemin, Lee Taemin. I am twenty years old, male, and I guess you could say I get around. What? I just like to have a good time; I'm not the only one.

Behind closed doors, all I have are my hyungs. They keep me company at night, when I'm feeling lonelier than usual. When my bed is cold. When I just want something to keep my mind off things.

Every morning, we just go back to routine - never mentioning anything that happens when the sun is down and the moon is up. I guess it's just a silent rule we all have since we live together. Things could get weird if someone started to...feel something. It would cause problems, drama, scandal. Whatever the hell it is that we don't want.

Then, there are the nameless wanderers that I bring home sometimes. When I have a little too much to drink. When I don't have my head on straight. When I have no one else to turn to. I can't help it; I think I have a problem. But who fucking cares? In this world, it won't matter as long as I smile the next morning.

But lately, my mind has only been on one thing - one person, really. I don't know how it started; it just kind of happened. We were only fooling around. We didn't mean for it to get this far. At least, I didn't.

Is it because he's younger than me? Because he's been my best friend since, well, forever? Because he's just so fucking amazing?

No one's ever made me feel as good as he has.

No one's ever invaded my mind like he has.

No one's ever been more than just a mindless, sleepless night.

No one's ever been Kim Jong In.