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     Hellooooo Mandy !! I'm sorry, this is soooooOoOooOo late ! Christmas has long been passed yet I’m posting your present in FEBRUARY. Do forgive me; but here I am, a month-ish late, and I can only HOPE that the result is worth the wait.       MANDY MANDY MANDY. I will never, ever get tired of telling you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. Talking with you is always, ALWAYS a blast — and you are, without a doubt, one of the most inspiring and incredible people I've ever met. You're kind, attentive, patient, amazingly talented and your heart is made of the purest of gold! You're also immensely creative, it blows me away every time. Amongst every person I've met online, the friendship I forged with you is one of my most treasured — and I find myself incredibly grateful for your presence in my life as well as for the time we spend writing, plotting, laughing or salting together. I think that, throughout my time in this RPC, you're the one I've written most with; and it shows, as the bonds between my muse and yours are my most important ones. I love the growing rivalry/romance between Sorano and Jellal, and the tense, complicated relationship between Erik and Jellal ; but most of all, it's always so heartwarming to watch Meredy and Jellal's friendship ( dare I say kinship ?? ) develop and deepen; Their bond has always been one of my favourites of Fairy Tail, but I would never have come to love it so damn much if it wasn't for the incredible woman I've had the pleasure and luck of developing with. Thank you for brightening my days and being such a good and wonderful friend! Thank you for being so understanding, so funny, so genuine, so... you. Thank you for making my dash and my Tumblr experience so amazing and unforgettable!!

Even if it’s super late, I hope with all my heart that 2019 is treating you as you deserve --- wonderfully. And if it isn’t really, then I’ll pray for you to have amazing, wonderful things come your way !! You deserve a 2019 just as great as you are.

Hope you like his drawing of your pink daughter; ❤️💕

Merry Christmas !       

                                                                                          With love, your friend && art buddy,                                                                                          Kaat.  ♥

I know, I know, it’s not Christmas anymore. I’m fashionably late, no surprises there. But I thought about it, and I came to the conclusion that New Year’s Eve was the perfect day to post your gift — especially since I know you’ve had it rough recently. I thought that this could perhaps start your year of 2019 on a good note. That, and I’m just really fucking excited to post this drawing AGSJSGSJS.

...Oh damn, where do I start. There are so so so many things I want to write down for you — some I already said, some I haven’t, some I have but don’t remember doing so ( which happens WAY too often; memory, pls do keep up ).

Uhhh FIRST OF ALL, I want to talk about your contribution to this RPC — which is how we met. I wouldn’t be writing this to you if it wasn't for me finding your blog through a promo. Your Gray quickly found his way to my heart — the vast understanding you have of him, the accuracy of your portrayal and your amazing writing & aesthetic making it so that you became, quite fast, one of my favourite usernames to see on my dash. Through you, I became much more attached to his character than I first was. It’s always a joy to write with you, and I hope we can do that more throughout the next year. ♥

AND OUR KIDS, GOD. Together, we built a ship that ( quickly ) rose amongst my favourites. I cannot put into words just how much I ADORE Jellal and Gray and their chemistry. I love exploring all these facets of their bonds, I love exploring their future, I love writing and drawing for them…. but above all, I love that we created this together. Jelray wouldn’t be as wonderful and as close to my heart if it wasn’t for the fact that we wrote them as a team — a good one, might I add.

I’m so, so so glad that we could make them work out on Discord. I love them with all my heart, and I love that you’re just as excited and motivated as I am. It’s amazing. You’re amazing.

     --- NO, SERIOUSLY. YOU REALLY ARE. 

Meru, you’re an amazing writer, a fantastic artist, a wonderful Gray — the only Gray that matters to me — and above all else, you’re an irreplaceable, priceless and remarkable friend.

Over the course of the last eight months, you’ve become my closest online friend, my confident, my safe space. You’re kind, always ready to listen to me rant or scream, you’re understanding, talented, funny, bright and creative. You’re passionate and friendly and accepting. I love talking to you about anything and everything, whether it’s about our muses, our ship, online or irl — and each and every single one of our conversations brings a bright smile on my face.  It’s incredible how easily you cheer me up when I’m feeling down. It’s mindblowing how LUCKY I am to have met you, and everyday I’m thankful for the place you allow me to have in your life.

I also want to talk to you about snow. Snow has been a part of my life in Canada for years, for so long it’s become mundane. You, however, have never gotten the chance to see some — not real one, not in real life.

So to you, I sent pictures of my snow-coated backyard and of snowflakes up close, making me appreciate the beauty of nature’s cold again. With you in mind, I was able to summon the motivation to build a snowman. To show you what it was, I threw myself in the snow to make a snow angel — which I hadn’t done in *years*. To see you admire something I never thought of as exceptional made me find beauty in snow, in snowflakes, in the white winters. Your love for snowy winters was contagious, and it brought back my love for them, which had faded over the years. 

My thankfulness isn’t about the snow, however; this is merely an example. It’s about the place you’ve taken in my life, and the impact you’ve had on it. You made me look at life from a different point of view; you allowed me to find the beauty some everyday things. You’ve given me so much, Meru. You gave me brilliant advice and a shoulder to lean on. You gave me an amazing ship, an amazing writing partner ( spoiler: it’s u ), a precious friend ( spoiler #2: it’s also u ) and hours, days, *months* worth of happiness, of laughter and of INCREDIBLE MEMORIES. You gave me, through your appreciation of my writing and my art, motivation to create and confidence in my abilities like no one has ever done before. *Seriously*, your screaming and keysmashing makes every damn second spent creating something worth the hard work. 

You gave me so much. To know that I can give back even an inkling of the happiness you gave me by bringing even the slightest of smiles upon your face — whether it’s by a bad joke, by creating something or by being myself,,, it makes me so happy??

And can I just add, you’re the first person I feel so comfortable genuinely being myself with? To such extent, without restraint?

To be able to scream and fangirl about my weird special interests without feeling the need to apologize. To be able to confide in my issues and anxiety, to be able to break down and show my weaknesses, to be able to open myself to talk about deep-ass stuff. To be myself, at 100% —— it is incredible to do all that stuff and feel you being so welcoming, so accepting. It’s priceless. It brings tears to my eyes just *writing* this.

Throughout the years, I’ve met many people. Whether it is online or in the flesh, many of them have left their mark upon my life. You, however — I know you’ve left a big one. And while I know that eventually our paths may part ( not soon tho,,, pls ), I will forever remember you, keep you in my memory and be thankful for the amazing presence, friend, confident and writing partner you’ve been throughout my teenagehood.

Because you, Meru, didn’t just become my friend. You became my best one. Distance and age gap be damned, you showed me what a best friend was. Not just the closest kid you hang with in school, no. The real stuff.

You showed me what a real best friend was meant to be, and that spot absolutely belongs to you.

I hope 2019 is good to you. I hope you get some rest and some happiness --- and I hope I can provide some to you as well. 

( *waves a glass of apple juice bc I know you don’t want me getting drunk* )       HERE’S TO ANOTHER YEAR OF FRIENDSHIP.

Merry Christmas, sunshine  ☀️ —— because truly, that’s what you are. You light up my life like a ray of sunlight, you make the clouds part and the flowers bloom.

                                                                  With lots of love, KAAT.❄ *

I’ve been in the Fairy Tail RPC for a while now, and ever since the first days you’ve been nothing but kind to me --- to everyone around you. We met on a Discord server and you started sending me memes like the Jellolipop and that forbidden single ladies edit. From then on, we built a friendship I still hold close to my heart. 

I remember getting sent your name for a voice meme, and I didn’t really know what to say --- so I nailed it a bit. Looking back, I started to think about what I would say today if that meme was sent alongside your url. 

     - - -  I’d talk about how generous you are, how you love giving to your loved ones --- whether it is a material gift like a drawing you commissioned, a reply you wrote... or a non-material one, like your attention, your comfort and your advice.

     - - -  I’d talk about how funny you are, and how it’s so damn easy for you to make me smile !

     - - -  I’d talk about how creative you are, how much I enjoy reading your headcanons and writing for your muses. How, in my eyes, you took Lyon’s character and you made him yours. How much amazing ideas you have for your characters.

     - - -  I’d talk about our ship, girl. OUR SHIP. It was a wonderful, amazing, exhilarating experience to explore, to develop Jellal and Lyon’s dynamic ; I had so much fun ! And even if we don’t really write them anymore, I still enjoy talking to you about them and about ideas. I loved the plotting, the laughter, the happiness it brought to both my muse and I.

     - - -  I’d talk about how beautiful and strong of a woman you remain, regardless of the obstacles you find on your path. I’d talk about how much I admire you for that. You’re so strong, you’re so loved, you’re so amazing.

Thank you for one and a half year of laughter, of happiness and of friendship ! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS,  and I hope the next year treats you well ! You deserve it.

           --- I LOVE YOUUUU !

                                                    Your friend, Kaat. ♡ ♡

Nicole !! Oh my god, Nicole, I don’t know where to start !  Talking to you always brings me joy and laughter. Seeing you on my dash always makes me feel super excited, and I love reading whatever you post --- whether it’s writing or ooc. I consider myself incredibly lucky that my arrival in this RPC ( one year and a half ago ) timed perfectly with your return from a years-long hiatus. I hate to think of the FT RPC without you and your wonderful Natsu. It just wouldn’t be the same.

     ( It wouldn’t be as magical. )

You’re kind, you’re smart, you’re funny --- oh my god you’re so fucking funny --- and you’ve got amazing hair. Yes, I’m serious. No, I will never stop saying it. Sorry not sorry. You’re creative, you’re wonderful, you’re a damn talented writer and an even more incredible friend. You, alongside with your chaotic gay fiery mess of a muse, carved yourself a place in my heart and forever marked my life.

I’m so thankful to have met you, and even more thankful to be able to call you my friend.

Thank you for believing in me, for making me smile & laugh, for letting me be a part of your life and for being a part of mine. Thank you for being your amazing self.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! I hope your holidays are just as amazing as you are With much much love,

                                                                        Your rainbow child,                                                                                                 Kit Kaat