#k;about

I press my hand against the window and I wish I was touching you it’s cold like it’s reflecting my insides back at me I’m so cold the days seem empty and I don’t want to move from my bed there is no point without you there is no point without you but the hunger grows I fear that I will eat my stomach I fear that I will slip away and one of them will eat someone they will feast and I will only have bits and pieces of what had happened and deep inside of me I will be satisfied by their killing I don’t want either so I hunt I feast and then I drink Drink to forget

I don't like to think about her it brings sorrow to the forfront of my mind and I've spent so long burying The drugs make it easier the blood makes it easier

But some nights I think of her and I remember the last time I held her she was cold or did I just think she was cold cause I had thought about digging her up so many times and holding in my arms one last time I still think about it even though I now she's no longer there I am sitt haunted by the feeling of her skin

why can't I remember when she was warm? why is it sometimes instead of eating the children's flesh I just drain the blood and sit and wait for them to get cold it takes so long it's shorter with babies

but then I hold them close I whisper her name and I try to breath her back into their body it used to work it no longer does

Okay. I know I’ve already reblogged this but I was just hit with a revelation. It’s Jamie and Keegan’s face claims, right? Well what if the word “she” was switched with “he” to represent Drake within the dialogue. “You don’t get it do you, Jamie? He’s ruined you.” “If you hate him so much, why the hell would you want to stay here?” “Because I have nowhere else to go!” I don’t really know Keegan’s personality that well yet but I feel like it fits quite perfectly in the universe of our roleplays. It’d be one hell of a dramatic moment at least and I kind of really want it.