#jxshw

THE LAST FIVE YEARS // accepting // @jxshw

        it wasn’t fair, the way he puts on a brave face - full of confidence and cheer he DOESN’T HAVE, and says such heart-breaking things ( there’s so much discord between them ; things unsaid and festering in the depths of their tattered friendship ). there’s a desperate sort of feeling in her chest, constricting her ribs painfully the longer she holds his gaze, can’t make herself stop. every time it becomes too much to handle, the days and weeks spent avoiding him when she KNOWS it’s the opposite of what she should be doing. they both need time to recover, to comfort, to heal. need each other to do so. but he’s so broken ; so many little pieces spread across the stars that Sam can’t think of ever fixing him entirely. will always be twisted by the loss of his sisters, just like her.  

he shouldn’t be awake. not yet. not at this hour. but the nightmares have begun again, and voices are too loud to keep at bay. screaming, shouting, in sounds inh-uman. mimicking those that left him behind. the knock draws him from thoughts wit-h a jump, and he’s near panicking for a moment. until voice comes and he can bre-athe.

and never let you go?

it’s never been a surprise, that he’s always been more comfortable in his own company. being in the company of his mirrored self, it’s the most at ease he’s been in years. he’s missed feeling safe.

with the other josh curled around him, the smile that comes, he’s not even sure how lucky he is. he’d always read doppelgangers were dangerous.

being an omega werewolf hadn't been stiles' first priority. in fact, it had been the dead last one; he'd always believed he would have a pack back home, waiting for him. but here he were, alone. with no one, in the middle of the woods, stumbling like an idiot.

Fight/Argument Sentence Starters [askbox | meme]

                     “I don’t know that, Josh.”

Wrapping his arms around himself, like he’s hugging his chest to retain heat, Chris leans uncomfortably back against the wall.

          “You lie a lot. And, don’t get me wrong.                                            “I know you don’t lie to me as much as everyone else, but—                                 “I can’t figure you out at all, lately.”

Scowling, he does his best to meet Josh’s eye.