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I can’t sit down and enjoy a simple cup of tea anymore because you invade my every thought and it’s like the earth shakes violently when I’m forced to think about you. My tea spills every time and I see my reflection in the liquid that I never clean off the table, remembering your words said to me of how beautiful I am. I try to tell myself I am beautiful but I’ll never compare to you. You are the most beautiful being alive and I love it that way. I’m okay with my spilled tea and tears because at least you haven’t left my mind. You’re what keeps the walls of my mind full of art when all I can physically cause around myself is a mess. I just want to hold you in my fragile arms that were never made good enough to hold someone like you. I know you cry alone at night because the beauty of this earth is overwhelming. Sweet baby, feel, feel, feel all there is to feel. Within you there is an endless summer and countless roses. Look in the mirror and know there is no beauty like yours. When I see a single balloon floating to space in our grand sky, it’s you I’m reminded of. You are the wind and that’s okay, never settle, never rest. The sky was made vast and space was made infinite because the universe knew it had to make room for you and all that you are or ever will be. Limitless. You have a mission.