౨ৎ ˖ 満行亜丸 — ❪ MITSUYUKI AMARU ❫  

being a little specific here, but seeing childhood best friend amaru (i'm never Getting over this trope sue me), who you have kinda lost contact with, come in to the convenience store you work at. it's bound to be a little awkward, you haven't spoken in ages, after all. but after he keeps coming to the store, specifically during early hours (think 4 AM) almost exclusively during your shifts only, you end up (amusedly) striking a conversation ><

౨ৎ ˖ 이동화 — ❪ LEE DONGHWA ❫  

being at a thrift store and reaching for the same item. could be a cute hoodie, piece of jewelry, cool shoes — you'd maybe be a little annoyed at first but when you guys would get to talking, you'd find out both your tastes are actually pretty similar? plus his sense of style is kinda fire if you're being honest... you'd end up spending the whole day shopping together (probably even get a bite to eat ><), with plans already made to meet up again soon 🫣🫣

౨ৎ ˖ 장주왕 — ❪ JANG JUWANG ❫  

i'm such a sucker for strangers to lovers. pretty boy juwang who you see during your commute almost everyday and who naturally has your attention drawn towards himself with practically no effort. however, the most you do is exchange glances or smiles, occasionally. until one time you both happen to be the only two people stranded on the bus/metro/train and can't help but start talking because the vehicle hasn't moved for almost two whole hours now and you're bored...

౨ৎ ˖ 최민제 — ❪ CHOI MINJE ❫  

basketball team captain minje who's known for being just the absolute epitome of perfection. he's nice to everyone, great at sports and number 1 in his grade for all subjects. it's a little intimidating, making him to hard to approach, even. but one day, you chance upon the school roof with its usually locked door slightly ajar. curiosity finds you venturing outside .. only to come face to face with minje. minje, with his collar unbuttoned, tie loose, hair messy due to the breeze (and an adorably shocked expression). and suddenly, you've become the one person he's comfortable showing his other, not-as-perfect side to .. <3

౨ৎ ˖ 岡本圭樹 — ❪ OKAMOTO KEIJU ❫  

gamer keiju gamer keiju!! you're both avid fans of the same video game and have a vague sense of competitiveness between each other which is only fueled when you end up playing together (via means of mutual friends). there's definitely tension brewing, considering he most definitely considers you his rival, but eventually cue him having to eat up all his words and ask you for help because of this one boss fight he just can't seem to win :/

౨ৎ ˖ 이동현 — ❪ LEE DONGHYEON ❫  

DUDE OKAY. him in his hockey era right? you, being nothing if not a diligent student with a shit ton of school spirit, go to show your support to the school team during one of their home matches... only for donghyeon, the star player, to end up bumping into you right before and spilling his water all over your clothes... he ends up having to give you his jersey to wear and, yes, everyone does think you're dating. lowkey, neither of you really deny anything and before you even know it, you've been crowned the it couple of the school. huh?

𐙚 . regulars : none yet! ⋆

juwang’s crying.

it’s simple as that, really, and he knows he’s pathetic for it.

he’s flushed red, cheeks the brightest shade while the tips of of his ears are a light pink. his eyes are bloodshot, glassy, and so incredibly sad.

he’s not sad though—no, far from it. he’s having the time of his life, honestly. he’s never felt better. somewhat.

because of you. it’s all because of you. the way you look at him, the way you talk to him—the way you’re lapping and swirling your tongue around the thick head of his dick even though he’s begged for you to stop, for no more, for mercy just once between orgasms.

but your cum-stained lips just curl into a cruel smile, shaking your head, silky hair in a lazy ponytail as you lean back down.

“you said you were horny,” you chide, hand pumping his spit-slicked, cum-covered cock languidly. “so take it.”

and those sweet little eyes, the puppy-dog, boba-like look as he sniffles and lets out a choked sob, pouting as his chin trembles and he tries not to cry even more—it’s almost enough to make you take pity upon him. to give him some reprieve from the harsh treatment you’re giving him. almost.

but you don’t. because you know, deep down, that he loves it. and you do too.

so your head dips back down, taking his shaft deep into your throat as you groan at the taste of him, while he throws his head back against the pillows, letting out a sound between a moan and a wail.

you take him deep, of course you do. deep, deep, deep, until the head of his aching dick is hitting the back of your throat, and all he can hear is the filthy noise of your head bobbing up and down, up and down. you’re making it filthy on purpose, he knows—the slurping, the sucking, the way your hand makes squelching noises as it pumps the length of him that you can’t fit in your mouth. it’s all on purpose, all to remind him of the position he’s in.

and then he feels that familiar sensation: his stomach drops, twists, hips bucking up into your mouth as you moan against his flesh because you know what comes next and so does he.

he cums with a gasp and a sob, tears spilling down his cheeks much like his release spills down your hungry throat.

“hurts, hurts!” he whines, the word all he can muster up with the way his brain has practically turned to mush. “no more, please, no more!”

“but you can take it, baby,” you mutter as you slide off his softening cock with a lewd pop, thumb toying with the slit of his weeping length, making more pre-cum spill out and coat your already sticky fingers.

he nods, then. for the first time tonight, he thinks it’s better to just agree with you. he knows he won’t get pity either way, so why try anymore?

“o-okay,” he whimpers, breathless, trying to suck in air in sharp gasps as he winces at the feeling of your lips back on him for the nth time tonight. “i can take it. i-i’ll take it. for you.”

Mitsuyuki Amaru

• Even though you guys aren’t dating anymore, you were still rather close friends with each other.

•He can’t even help but break out into a smile when he saw you accepting your award at the awards ceremony. Proud of how much you accomplished during your first year

•His smile didn’t go unnoticed by the other members. Giving him subtly jabs while quietly chuckling at his bashful smile

•After the event, he’ll try to look for you so he can congratulate you in person. Unfortunately, he didn’t have much time to have a proper chat with you

•”Congratulations, y/n I’m proud of you!” Amaru brightly exclaims as he wraps his arms around you, to which you gladly reciprocated. “Aww, thank you Maru, I really appreciate you coming to congratulate me.”

•He could feel his cheeks burning as you referred to his nickname that you gave him when you guys were a couple. He doesn’t mention this to you, but, he’s so grateful that the both of you are still as close as you are despite being friends.

Lee Donghwa

• You and Donghwa dated during your trainee days, keeping you your relationship a secret from the company and the other trainees

•Unfortunately, as you guys focused on your debuts, the distance between the two of you grew bigger and decided to break things off. Not to mention the dating ban that all

•Being in the same label mates (with you debuting in Nmixx) didn’t make things better, but since you were so busy with work it you didn’t get many opportunities to talk properly

•Well that was until award show season started

•Watching Kickflip perform made you feel emotional. Not just because it reminded you of your debut days, of course. It also reminded you the sacrifices you and Donghwa had to make in order to have a successful career.

• It makes you wonder: if you guys weren’t restricted by the dating banned enforced by JYP and other circumstances

Jang Juwang

-You and Juwang technically haven’t broken up, more like you two are a taking a ‘break’ from each other

• Juwang would call and text you on occasion to check on you and vice versa

•The last time the two talk was weeks before the award ceremony. I mentioned this because what you did while accepting your award caught him by surprise

•When you went on stage to accept your award, you took a deep breath and went up the microphone.

“I just want to say, thank you for awarding my group ‘rookie of the year’. We are genuinely grateful to be standing on here on this stage with you all. I also want give a shout out to a certain someone. They are so important to me and gave me so much love and support. Even if things are uncertain as of now, I’m still appreciative everything they’ve done.”

•It took Juwang a minute to fully comprehend the last part of your speech, but when he realized who you were referring to, he couldn’t help but smile.

•Even though it vague enough for nobody to exactly know who you were referring to. He could tell you were talking about him.

•He couldn’t say it at the moment, but, he truly did love you

Choi Minje

•You and Minje mcing at the same awards show that day

•You haven’t seen Minje in quite some time, so this was a nice surprise

•The atmosphere was awkward, but endearing, trying to catch up with each others lives as both of you rehearsed your scripts

•”It’s almost like we’re on a date,” you joked, feeling your cheeks getting warmer.

•Even though it’s the first time you’ve been with each other in a while, you didn’t have much time to chat with each other as you only a few days to prepare

•At this interaction reminded you of what made you so attracted to him in the first place

Okamoto Keiju

•Out of the members, he feels the least awkward near his ex

•Probably because it’s wasn’t just the two of you as it a joint performance from different 5th gen groups

•Keiju also doesn’t dwell on the past as the both of you agree to be just friends from that day forward.

•Rehearsals went off without a hitch, with some jokes being thrown around from time to time

•There was a part of the choreography where you and Keiju were performing together. So to avoid awkward tension, Keiju would make jokes

•Seeing how touchy and jokey you both were made the others look at you like: 👀

Lee Donghyeon

•Even though he’s consider the most mature in the group (Based on what his members said). I think he would be pretty awkward in situations like this, especially if it’s first breakup.

•He’s not even upset about seeing you, he just didn’t know how to make the situation any less awkward for the both of you

•You have to perform a vocal duet with him and have to look at each other face to face

•”Donghyeon, you alright?” You asked since he wasn’t looking at you and instead was

•He’ll just honestly explain his feelings to you and how he still finds it difficult to be around you.

•Even though you were hiding your feelings to keep things moving, you couldn’t help but feel the same way.

•You couldn’t help but feel emotional due to not being used to being a situation like this and began to cry.

౨ৎ ˖ 満行亜丸 — ❪ MITSUYUKI AMARU ❫  

he just screams childhood friends to lovers. meaning, both of you would be pretty used to physical touch with each other. so if he wants to show his non-platonic affection for you, i definitely see a gentlemanly kiss to the back of your hand, right by the knuckles. 

౨ৎ ˖ 이동화 — ❪ LEE DONGHWA ❫  

this pretty mf. he cuts straight to the important things. and to him, your lips on his is pretty much the only thing he cares about. and he’s so giggly about it too, like you could have been together for months and he would still blush like it’s no one’s business after giving you soft, little pecks.

౨ৎ ˖ 장주왕 — ❪ JANG JUWANG ❫  

he is Tall tall okay? super specific, but the height alone convinces me he’s the type to be into pressing featherlight kisses against your forehead — your temple even, — to spice things up once in a while. likes it because he thinks of it as a comforting gesture (which it so would be!)

౨ৎ ˖ 최민제 — ❪ CHOI MINJE ❫  

this is 99% my bias towards him speaking but anyways. him and neck kisses!! he’d mostly just like them because they’re a good way to get you flustered >< again, specific, but lwk he would enjoy trailing little kisses from your jaw to the base of your neck for sure.

౨ৎ ˖ 岡本圭樹 — ❪ OKAMOTO KEIJU ❫  

peppering kisses across your features is so, so keiju coded. blame it on his playful nature, definitely. i see him doing it specially when he wants to distract you. like, say, you're on a date and he wants you to spend more time with him, but what's that? you have to leave soon? cue heavy onslaught of kisses no you don't actually. trust him, really.

౨ৎ ˖ 이동현 — ❪ LEE DONGHYEON ❫  

cheek kisses. i will die on this hill. would be cute in either a platonic or a romantic honestly, but just the idea of the innocence and fluffiness that comes with these are so shjsjhdhj. ><

𐙚 . regulars : none yet! ⋆

Donghwa

•I vision him as a huge fan of big boobs, especially yours. If you do have big breasts, he wouldn’t keep his hands away (if you have small boobs don’t worry he still loves you).

•Not shy to express how much he loves them. Laying his head on your chest while cuddling.

•Loves buying you shirts/dresses with deep cleavages just so he can see your chest more clearly

•When you’re having sex, he likes to see your boobs bouncing, it’s almost like it’s put him a trance

Juwang

•He’s keep his obsession with your boobs a secret at first

•Acting like the pretty dress that reveals your that pretty cleavage of yours doesn’t affect him in anyway whatsoever.

•I’m a firm believer that he loves giving you hickeys, especially in hidden areas