The way she has with get words. So deadly it can shatter me within seconds. She managed to do that. Know and feeling how she feels it what manages to kill me even more. I see that she still has a lot more things to say to me but she rather have them not said. Honestly I wish I meant someone more important than how I see or feel. I wish I can regain my friendship with that one specific. She made me feel that the letter I could not survive alone. Made me use the amazing word of we to go through anything and everything. I wish the ride we had didn’t have to go through such a painful and horrible ending. She would make me feel so great, so safe, and so happy I wish that feeling would never end. I made the slips and mistakes. She could only take so much and I ended up doing much more than what was ever needed and lost one I know that can never be replaced.