#justneedahug

Semi-casual dress for an interview I had earlier tonight. Didn’t have time to actually dress up. Still rocked it. 🙌🏻 #beard #piercing #tattoo #selfie #exhausted #paleaf #justneedahug #nicehair (at Ohio)

It always hits harder at night. 😔 #justneedahug #justneedsleep #justneedonegoodday #tiredofpain

Lately I have been having a hard time talking to anyone. They don't understand or they get mad. I'm complicated, I get that. I get real low sometimes too, I don't want to be sorry for it because it's me, but I hate being a burden to those around me. So I am sorry. I'm supposed to be this, that and the other thing but honestly I don't want to be anything. I'm having a low moment alone right now at 10:13pm on a Sunday night and I don't want to tell anyone. Why? Because it frustrates them and me, I have no reason to feel like this nor do I even understand why I do this. I'm not suicidal, I'm just sad or overwhelmed I guess. Honestly I want to sleep but that's all I ever want to do anymore. I don't like this side of me but I don't know how to change or even if I can, I honestly don't think a doctor can help because I don't want to be put on meds that only help for awhile. I just want to have this feeling gone forever. Growing up I was taught that depression wasn't a thing, nor was bipolar disorder. It was just a way to get more money out of people. I might be wrong, they might be wrong. I don't have depression, I'm not bipolar, I'm just a teenager who is overwhelmed with things right now and I need to cry for awhile to feel better and I wish I could have someone to say I'll be okay but I won't because they think I have no reason to be overwhelmed and no reason to be so sad. I'm not going to tell they anyways, I'm just gonna cry until I fall asleep. Then my day will start and I'll just go about it like I don't cry at night when my thoughts turn for the worse and I'll pretend that I'm not am emotion wreck that just needs a hug during these moments. I don't need anyone to feel bad because nothing is truly wrong. I just wish I could be hugged, no need to understand me...just shut up and put those arms around me and remind me I'll be okay.

with a good friend had a long day of work thena 5.25 mile run just sitting at home thinking and having a thought night as strong as I think I am I just need a hug idk how to deal with this something but I have to Accept that this is my life and i have to deal with this on my own now. my besties will always support me but it’s hard to know that the people I want to talk to I’m currently giving space to...

watching No Strings Attached 💖 #cryinglikeababy #cutestmovie #justneedahug