#justdream

Pisces (February 19 - March 20): Pisces natives would be entering an important phase in their life this year. Some of your burning desires or ambitions would now take wings. The planets would be helping you to make certain radical changes to your lifestyle, career and future personal life. Do channel your energy properly to get the best rewards in life through the course of this year. Don’t let your emotions wander freely, instead let your creativity and other personal assets do the talking.

Many believe on the signs they see on the internet, televisions, or in newspapers based on their zodiac signs. They buy “Lucky charms” and talk to a “Fortune Teller” just to make their upcoming year a lucky year.

I also believe in lucky charms. I have those lucky bracelets and necklaces. I have no choice. My mom is fond of buying lucky charms every year. But of course, we must not depend our future on that. We still believe that our future depends on us because we are the author of our lives.

For this 2018, I’m looking forward for my studies and my family. I’m wishing a good health for me and my family. This year, I can see myself being more mature. The fact that I’m now graduating as a junior high school student, and now preparing to be a senior next school year, I should be more competent and strong enough to face the real world. No more childishness. Although it’s okay to be childish sometimes but we have to know when to act like a child and when to act like a mature one.

This past few weeks, I had a hard time deciding on where I should go for senior high school. Tuguegarao City Science High School or still in Cagayan National High School. Both schools are nice but I really want to go to CNHS. I want to be a CNHSian again so I chose CNHS. But I also want to take the TCSHS entrance exam for senior high school. I just want to TRY IT. If I passed the exam, well, it’s an achievement. I’ll take it. For now, let’s enjoy being a CNHSian. I heard TCSHS will now be move in Carig. It’s so far. I think the universe really want me to stay in CNHS.

“Moving up” is now coming. The separation of “CHILLVER” is now coming and I hope that we will still be together after that. Chillver doesn’t deserve to be forgotten. Chillver deserves to be cherished and to be loved. I hope that we will still be a friend and a family to each other after the ceremony. For me, silver will always be in my heart. And of course, there’s also a space for my “PAKE NGOLD” family. Nothing will change that. I’m thankful that gold accepted me in my first and second year in high school and my silver family for making my high school life remarkable. This year, I want to make more time with my classmates. I want to make make more time with my CHILLVER family.

If you’re asking me if I’m expecting someone this year, my answer is “No”. I’m not into ‘love’ or ‘crushes’ this year. But of course, there’s an exception for the “OPPAs”. To my korean idols and to Bank Thiti, my forever Thai crush.

This year and for the upcoming years, I really want to give all my attention to my studies. I want to make my family proud of me. Maybe I’ll just give my attention to my “love life” when I’m now a college graduate and now have a stable job. What happened with “Mel” (the one in my last blog) is enough. I’ve been hurt so much because of him. Although I already left all our memories to 2017, I can’t deny that I still have a little feelings to him.