#justarant

i started watching this with absolutely no idea what to expect other than the thought that it has exorcism & religious themes (based on the netflix preview). and episode 1 TOOK ME THE FUCK OUT. i love how they brutally displayed everything lol but srsly it was really terrifying right from the start. 

i feel so bad for the three kids :( esp with choi yoon / father matthew. his whole family died because of the possession :( fuck that spirit/demon 

I LOVE THE DYNAMICS OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS. Hwapyung is a simple taxi driver who pays no mind to abide by rules since he is not under any obligation. so, he tends to act on impulse. while detective kilyoung (SHE IS SO PRETTY BTW)  follows the procedures by the law and choi follows the system of the church. three of them have very different backgrounds, but that one unfortunate night tied them together. i am excited to see how their friendship will foster more >>>

THAT EXORCISM SCENE IN EPISODE 2 HAUNTS ME. not because of how scary or jumpy it is, but because of the vibe and the way they executed the whole scene which makes it very unsettling. the actor who played father matthew is extremely good, he is my favorite character in the series so far.

I miss you..... very much 😭 Tak tahu kenapa bulan puasa ni rasa sayu dan rasa lonely terlebih. Bulan sebelum ni tak ada apa pun. Bulan ni tiap hari akan tengok gambar2 kita dulu sebelum tidur.

It has been 6 months already tapi rasa macam baru semalam jadi. Rasa macam baru semalam kita janji untuk lunch sama2 then it happened.

I will always pray for you. ALWAYS. That's the least that I can do for you now abg dan berharap doa2 dapat berikan manfaat tu kepada abg. InsyaAllah.

I am so tired of being too afraid to watch wlw couples.

Tldr: My best friend is pissed that I'm going on a solo holiday with my bro who has a girlfriend (who knows about the holiday).

I haven't done this in a while but my best friend has honestly been getting on my nerves.

A little background.

I grew up with all male friends, the only girl with four other dudes. I'm damn close to my bros, they see me as either one of the dudes or a sister they're all terrified of so our friendship is fully platonic. Anything romantic would feel incestuous for us.

Recently, one of these guys and I decided to go on a long deserved holiday. We've both been the sole breadwinners for our respective families, holding down more than five jobs at once. I recently got a bonus, surprisingly at the same time he did, so when he suggested we go travelling for a week I jumped at the chance. A holiday with just the two of us goofing around??? HELL YES. Not that the rest of my bros aren't great, but sometimes five is a bit much.

Now my best friend is not a part of this group. We grew up in similar households but while I was roughhousing with my group of assholes, she was dating guys. Not that there's anything bad about it but I recently discovered shes of the opinion that girls and guys cannot have platonic relationships. Which to me, growing up with so many guys, is completely ridiculous. But every girl to her own so... Whatever.

I told my best friend that in August I won't be around because I'll be travelling with my bro and she immediately assumed he's my boyfriend. I immediately corrected her and told her he has a girlfriend who is fully aware of us going on a holiday together (I have instructions on pranks to play from her, no joke). Once I mentioned the girlfriend, my best friend lost her mind, accusing me of helping my bro cheat on his girl.

SERIOUSLY?!?!?!

So, for anyone who’s been worried about us falling off the face of the earth, that’s kinda my fault. I can explain.