#justanotherhiddlestoner

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don’t die because of me that would be unfortunate

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Depends on what's being said. I can usually look someone in the eye and tell them what I feel if I feel it passionately right, but when it's something really personal it's much more difficult to even get the words out for me.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?

It's a bit childish, but my dad was being an ignorant control freak and pissing me off. I still hold that he can be a bit ignorant sometimes, but I'm not mad at this current moment, no.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?

I would call one of my best friends. I'm not sure at this moment which (whether it would be pika or jelly or rose), but I know I'd want to be able to have one last conversation with them and tell them I love them.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?

I think I'd live the majority of it without telling too many people. I'd want to love freely for a while. But I would want to tell them towards the end, so that they aren't completely shocked, and we have time together to make the last two weeks or so count for something. I would really love to talk to them, and let them know it's okay, but I wouldn't want them to carry the burden for the whole month. It would fray on their nerves and do absolutely no good.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.

Trust. I would feel sad and betrayed if I loved someone, but couldn't trust them. It would break my heart, really. How could I be happy if I loved someone, and I can't even trust them? I would question whether or not they felt the same way too often to have it be anywhere near healthy.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?

Uhm save the dog of ourse! What the hell does my job mean that much to basically kill a dog when I know I can save it??

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

Well, neither would be nice, If we lived in the perfect world. But, if I had to choose...I would rather be hurt by the one I loved the most. Because people who love each other say stupid shit, and if I loved someone, but they didn't feel the same and they abused that, then they wouldn't really be worth loving, anyway. Being hurt by someone you trust is much darker (if you don't trust the one you love, that is. further proving my point), it turns your world upside down and suddenly it's like you can't trust a single person.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

uhhmmmmmm.....crap. Well....I wouldn't want to hurt their feelings. I would question their sanity for liking me, but I would want to make sure they're hurt the least possible. Because it's tricky and either way they might end up hurt. I wouldn't want to go out with them JUST because they were my best friend, I wouldn't betray them like that. But at the same time, I would feel like a prat for not even trying, like as if their feelings aren't important. So it's tricky. I think the only thing to do would be to be totally honest with them. I'd ask them where they wanted to take the friendship, but I'd be up front if I didn't feel romantic about them. But I would let them choose. Because I could never hurt my any of best friends.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

No. I'm sorry. I'm not close with anyone who has recently died. I don't really know anyone who's died at all, really. I remember vaguely a great grandma or aunt that died when I was three or four, but I honestly don't have anyone to sacrifice that year for. And I hope I don't anytime soon.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

Psh. YEAH. I mean, I'm awesome. Duh.

11. Does love = sex?

No. There are some people in the world who don't even really like sex all that much. There are people that are asexual. But that definitely does not mean they aren't capable of love. I think you can express your love and feelings through sex, if that's the way you'd like, but it isn't the only way.

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

Yes. I think so. I do stupid shit like that all the time. (And usually the person in question feels guilty and things work out fine) But if I weren't in the same situation, with no family to support and another job I could get, then yes, the job is worth more to them than it is to me.

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

I told my sister about how I had always felt like my father put himself first and never really bothered with me, until suddenly now, when I'm almost 18. And I told one of my best friends, Jari about my pathetic-ness and daddy/family issues and authority issues and traumatic childhood tales. It felt really good to finally say those things aloud.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

That I love them. I'm really kind of emotionally stunted when it comes to talking about 'embarrassing' things like that. I barely learned how to say it to my best friends now. I think telling someone I don't love them in 'that' way would feel a bit mean, but it wouldn't be as hard for me because otherwise, if I didn't tell them the truth, I'd just be lying to them AND hurting them in the future.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

The internet. I'm being perfectly honest. I've met my best friends on here, and I see intelligent things that really teach me to not be drawn in by some of the ignorant ways of thinking. It would really hurt to give up my escape.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

I think last night. My best friends, as a matter of fact (: But it may have been when my brothers called from boot camp, actually....i can't remember.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?

I would change the grades I got for last semester U_U

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

Yeah, if I knew how to do CPR I would, and idk because they were DYING??

19.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?

My grandma. I'm not going to lie, this is completely selfish. But I couldn't live with myself if I were the one to basically let my Nana die. And I'd feel just as guilty for the baby, because it's a new born life, but my Nana is my Nana and there's no changing the way she's practically raised me and given me so much.

20. Are you old fashioned?

In some romantic ways, yes. But in all other ways, no, not at all.

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?

Uhm I picked up this kid's dollar and gave it to him when he dropped it without realizing this morning?

22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

'Tis better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. I think that sums it up nicely.

23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

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