#just ranting..

i forgot my eyedrops and my water bottle and there was no bread for toast and i need to grocery shop so i won’t have a good lunch and kitty threw up on the floor and i didn’t have time to clean it and i’m working the closing shift which i don’t like and my boss asked me to work it again tomorrow which is 3/4 closing shifts this week and my boss got pulled into meetings so i can’t tell her any of the list of things i had to tell her and we can’t do the iceberg activity and i’ll have to go grocery shopping today and tomorrow cause i don’t have a ride to carry a lot of groceries. bad day >:<

Everyone in my family is athletic, in college, living on their own, and have way better jobs than me and are accomplishing something every day. And here I am, an insomniac who exercises by lifting buckets of dishes everyday, cant afford college and living on my own so I forgo furthering education, and my biggest accomplishment being that I remembered to feed myself or clean up messes that have been there for weeks. Not to mention, I have maybe 3 friends that still talk to me or check up from time to time, cant afford to go to the doctor, and I feel isolated, forgotten, and I really, really want to scream.

I got pretty annoyed today when my friend told me that 'half the girls that say they are bisexual are actually just confused'..