#just a....

My thoughts are rolling around in my head, i'll just say this I am NOT a guesser, nor am I psychic.

If you want to say something to me, no matter what it is, just say it. I'm not going to guess what it is you want me to do, what it is you want me to figure out because guess what, i'm not Nostradamus. I can't predict anything.

I don't want this going down the wrong direction with anyone, but i've said this once and i'll say it again, it doesn't matter who you are, I wont beg you to stay, i've been doing things on my own this long, I don't need or want you in my life if you don't want to be in it to begin with.

I've let go of people i've known for a couple weeks, shoot even my own brothers. If you don't want to talk to me or be in my life, then don't. No one's forcing you.

I'm not saying it negatively, i'm giving you the option.  If you want to stay because you WANT to, then by all means, hang around. If not, then please, please walk out the door.

You're not hurting me, if anything, you'll be messing me up even more staying when you don't want to. Don't think you're doing me a favor, trust me it's worse.