Now Iām getting closer to you (Feel the rain of revolution)
written for @winchester-reload and SPNSummer prompt āshowerā rated e | 1110 words | no cw | relationships: dean/cas | tags: developing/ established relationship, the post canon sweet spot, shower sex, frottage, they're just in love and a little obsessed with each other
Deanās in the shower by himself when he hears the bathroom door open. Thereās only one person who it could be, especially when thereās no shouts or alarms to declare this as some kind of emergency. So he doesnāt panic, just waits, and hums happily when he feels someone join him, arms wrapping around his waist and kisses scattered across his shoulders.Ā
He could play it off, pretend that heās not equally as affected but heās done that for years and heās tired of the pretence. Itās easier to be honest, grabbing one hand from where itās hugging him so he can lift it and press a kiss to the back of it. āMissed you too.ā
Thereās a hum from behind him, a quiet agreement. He just takes the hand and turns it, kissing the palm of it. He lets the kiss linger for a moment before he gently drops Casā hand back.Ā
Heās letting Cas dictate what happens from here; itās his shower Cas decided to crash after all. Sometimes they donāt do more than this, just wanting to be close. Maybe Cas will leave in a minute, maybe heāll stay and they can wash each otherās hair and make out under the spray of the shower. Sometimes they do more. The ceramic tub isnāt great on his knees but he doesnāt care even if he can tell when Cas does. Maybe theyāll just kiss and touch until they make it to the bed, laid out between towels and blankets.Ā
Whatever he gets will be perfect. If Cas wants to leave him alone, his craving for contact sated, heāll just finish the rest of his shower and go find him after. If Cas wants to fuck himĀ against the tiles, well, he knows from experience how much he loves that and heās not going to say no to a repeat performance.Ā
Cas taps him on his shoulder and he gets the picture, letting Cas hold him steady as he turns in the shower. Honestly itās not the best fit for them but the lack of space doesnāt really phase them when a lack of boundaries is half of what got them here in the first place.Ā
It still feels a bit unreal sometimes that they have this, something as normal and domestic as kissing in the shower. He half hopes the novelty of this will never wear off, that there will always be this thrill in kissing Cas.
āHowād it go?ā Cas asks, pulling away after a moment and picking up the shampoo instead. Itās so normal that he kind of just melts into it. He can feel the way Cas smiles as he kisses his shoulder like he knows how much Dean loves it.Ā
āIt was fine, easy. Just a salt and burn in the end.ā
Cas hums at that, gently directing his head back into the stream to wash the shampoo away. He just picks up the conditioner, massages it in before switching to body wash and gently rubbing the loofah wherever he can reach, not content to let Dean move away for any reason.
āCould have come with you,ā Cas says even though they both know it doesnāt really need saying.Ā
āNah, no need, we had it covered. Besides, I like that I get to come home to you.ā
Heās still trying to get used to that, being able to actually say these things instead of just burying the thoughts deep down. But itās worth it when Cas lifts his head by the jaw, smiling all fond in a way that mirrors his sentiment.Ā
They might need to talk about it at some point, about what retirement could look like. But thatās a conversation for another day. For now all that matters is being taken care of, being adored so openly and just melting into every sweep of the loofah against his skin, Casās fingers pulling gently at his hair, the press of his lips against his own.Ā
The slowly pulling heat in his gut is almost a secondary thing. Sex never used to be like this, an extension of love without hurry. But then again heās never been in love like this either.Ā
Heās half hard by the time he becomes aware of it, happy to just float on the sensation of being loved until he feels Casā hand wrapped around his dick. He doesnāt answer in words so much as he just seeks Casā mouth out with his own, slipping his tongue into Casā mouth like it belongs there. His hand comes up from Casā waist to the damp curls at the nape of his neck.Ā
Thereās a chance Cas doesnāt do more than this, touches him for a bit and then steps away, waiting until theyāre back in bed. But heās been away for longer than planned, stopping for one last salt and burn a day out of the way when they were on their way back from the other side of the country. As much as he wants to wait so they can take their time, he also wants more.
Cas seems to agree with that sentiment, taking them both in hand and jerking them off together. Itās somehow both frantic and loving, like some dam broke. Heās moaning and fucking whimpering and not even ashamed of it, not when it feels this good. Not when Cas is kissing him like neither of them need any more oxygen than what theyāre stealing from each otherās lungs.Ā
Heās not going to last long like this, not with all the gentle touches before and the heat of the water behind him and the heat of Cas against him. Not with sharp fingers holding his jaw just right. Not when he can feel the hard line of Casā dick against his, tight fist holding them both together.
āCas,ā he says, knowing his angel will know. He always knows.Ā
He gets the response he needs, growled right against his lips like itās going down to his very soul, a familiar gravel made impossibly deeper by arousal. āDean.ā One word in both acknowledgement and agreement and heās spilling into Casā hand, stroking him through the aftershocks until Cas follows.Ā
Theyāre panting against each otherās mouths until it turns into soft kisses again. Cas gently cleans them up before reaching behind them to turn the shower off and just holds them together for another moment.Ā
āI missed you,ā Dean says again, needing to repeat it.
āI missed you,ā Cas replies, sounding very much like he means something else by it, the stand in for three other words. Itās good. Itās what Dean meant by it too.Ā