meanwhile, in his partner, he enjoys when they have smaller hands. it's not sexual, and it's certainly not a strange fetish buried deep down. it's so much more than that. it's grounding when your hands intertwine casually when walking down the street, draws him out of overthinking when he strokes the soft skin of your wrist. a palm to his cheek never fails to calm him, either. he likes it most when you do this after sex. makes him feel so seen, so strangely protected.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

by the time his orgasm hits, he's so close to the edges of the rigid restraint that he lives by, that he sometimes forgets to be gentle. if you've just finished around him, he'll forget you might become overstimulated while he quickly hurries the pace of his thrusts to follow you over the edge. other times, when his length's between your lips and you're stealing an orgasm from him, he'll sink your head just a little lower on his bucking hips until tears prick your eyes as he finishes in your throat.

it's never intentional. he just gets carried away sometimes. when he does, he's always consistent to softly and regretfully ask, "i'm sorry baby, was i too much?"

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

enjoys the size difference between you a little too much. he's so used to towering over people, manhandling perps that put up fights they can't win but think they can. even you, so small, so fragile, so in need of someone like him to protect your safety. it's like all he ever does is hold back. from treating perps with the physical care they sometimes don't deserve, to gently holding back his strength and weight with your smaller, delicate body.

sometimes he just wants to let that power out. pin you under him, his hands on your back transferring all his weight to crush you against the mattress. strike his hips into yours with enough power to draw gasps, whimpers, pleas of his name that sound like no's but really ask for more. it's the only thing that makes him finish so hard he nearly goes blind from rolling his eyes back for too long.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

he's always been married to work, not women. there was a high school sweetheart once, but that fizzled out quickly when he started his high school exams. then one or two girlfriends who reached the one or two year mark, before fizzling out, too. after that, he understood his dedication to his work took priority over his personal life. that he wasn't what girls wanted when they realised how little time he takes off, how even when he's home, he's still clocked in at work in his mind. that no matter how considerate, handsome, how loving he is, they will never change him.

after that, it turned casual. he's not quite one for meaningless one night stands, and only indulges occasionally when drunk and sexually pent up. situationships aren't quite the right word to describe the majority of his experience either, he's too sentimental for empty sex like that. but every now and then he'd have one girl he could occasionally eat dinner with, have sex with, and not speak to for a week from being busy, and things would still feel comfortable.

by the time you cross his path, he knows what he's doing from his broad range of experience. knows where to put his hands, what words to say, how to build you up and break you apart the way you need him to. but what really stands out is the effort he puts into learning, guiding, and working for you in sexual intimacy.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

he enjoys dominating you physically, and there are two positions that take the cake. when it's rough, harder than usual, fuelled by emotion or frustration, he has you in prone bone. hands on your back, weight fully on you, hips slapping down into the cheeks of your ass as he fucks the stress out of himself.

the other is mating press. legs over his shoulders, eyes locked on you gasping and open mouthed from the heavy crush of his hips on yours. it's here where he can't stop switching from eye contact to watching himself disappear inside you. it's dizzying, and takes effort to hold out long enough for you to finish before him.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

he leans more serious, out of focus more than anything. he likes to work for your pleasure, and a lot of the time the knot in his brows is from observing the reactions your body gives him. or from the strain in his hand, tongue, or hips. but there are times where he cracks.

when he slips out in between thrusts, your hips moving just enough that he ends up missing re-entry and grinds over your clit instead. the way your eyes light up in surprise, gasp slipping from your lips, hand catching the bicep bracketing your head. junho always pauses, hips slowing as his eyes find yours. the smile is always slow to form, laugh gentle but amused, like the glint in his eyes. he finds it especially amusing when you whine and lightly slap his bicep, half-needing him back inside, half-embarrassed he's laughing at you. he'll always tease, something like "so needy," grinning when you whine and cover your face, but he's quick to drag your hands above your head, the other guiding himself back into you.

the grin edges into the territory of taunting, as his hips slowly ease him length back into you. "ah," a mocking breath he drags out, "feels better now, right baby?"

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

he doesn't over do it.

he likes a sprinkle of stubble, even thinks it looks better on him than clean shaven. the way his pubic hair blends perfectly into his happy trail on his lower abdomen, it just looks right. masculine in a way he likes, but not unruly. but when his pubic hair starts growing that little bit too long, he’ll clean it up with an electric shaver, the kind you shave the hair on your head with.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

he tends to lean away from romantic during sex. it's not always rough, but generally there won't be hand holding or tender words exchanged. he does plenty of romantic acts outside the bedroom, like buying you flowers, making dinners to share a tender moment together in your busy schedules. he's so thoughtful and considerate of you that in the confines of the bedroom, you just need him to ravish you. to roughen up that softness. to use his height, strength, weight. to let go of all that control.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

he can go a couple days without sexual release. he's not a teenager anymore, and his sexual urges have gradually become less urgent in his thirties. but by day three, he finds himself wound up. snappy at work over little things, more affected by you brushing past him during pre-work morning routines in the hallway, that he just can't fight it anymore.

he'll steal a quick five minutes between you leaving for work and him having to leave, too, and work the sexual frustration out just fast enough to still make it in time for work. other times, when you're too tired for sex, he cups your cheek in bed, brings your lips to his, and pumps himself until he cums. most of the time he'll have you swallow his cum, just so he doesn't have to leave you to clean up. then you'll fall asleep together.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

to him, anything to do with speech always increases the quality of sex. if it's talking you through it, praising the way you take all his length in your mouth or between your legs, it works. even if all you do it say his name, call him daddy — or "appa!", if he's hitting that spot just right — it ignites a switch in his brain that has him moving his hips better, speaking his own string of words clearer. as an added bonus, it makes your orgasm stronger, and because he makes you finish first, it lets him cum to the blinding sensation of you clamping down on him.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

junho's relatively spontaneous, so when you're initiating or he's too desperate to wait for somewhere specific like your bed, he gives in to the urges. movie isn't gripping either of you? there's something else ready to be gripped right there on the sofa. your hand's riding too his on his thigh while he's driving? "head down, baby, suck it for daddy." one he likes more than expected is the bathtub. he likes showering together, but sometimes you end up on all fours crying out as he grips your wet hair from behind.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

it takes just a little more than casual touch to light that spark in junho. he's pretty touchy as it is, so just holding his hand or pulling him into a hug won't override his love of casual affection. you'll have to tease it out of him. hand on his shoulder, sliding across the muscle in a way that's just too curious to be casual. pressing your hips back against his in bed just a little too wriggly to be innocent. that'll wake him up.

but if you can't wait, standing close and casually dragging your hands down his abdomen with an innocent flick of your eyes up to his will do it. especially if the tips of your nails run over his skin. or sliding your hands over his thighs, gripping onto that thick muscle in his powerful legs, sliding up slow enough for his eyes to lock on yours. or just reach out and grab him by the crotch. the first time you did it was the first time it happened. when you saw something awakening in his gaze, like a predator's hunting sense activated. that was the first time he really unleashed himself on you.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

anything dangerous is strictly prohibited. no ropes in risky positions. no knifeplay. and absolutely no choking, spanking or hitting that goes beyond a light hand at your neck, cheek, or ass. not even if you request it in the heat of moment. not even if you're both about to orgasm and that higher pain tolerances kicks in. just simply no.

he is your guardian in all matters safety, and the thought of harming you in such a way physically or sexually nauseates him. it upsets him, actually. deeply. he might fuck you like he's punishing you sometimes, but it's more calculated than you know. he brushes limits in your size difference to excite you, but he would never violate you with the full brunt of his physical capabilities. absolutely non negotiable, and he will become upset if you push the matter.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

junho's a service!dom, so getting on his knees to put yours over his shoulders excites him nearly more than it does you. he takes it so seriously, too. teases you with kisses along your thigh, lets his breath breeze over your heat, hovers to make you desperate for it, before taking one long, light brush of his tongue from your entrance to your clit. he starts slow, doesn't rush it, and lightly chuckles against your heat when you become eager for more. he knows what he's doing.

but he's still a man, and having his length in your mouth will be a weak spot that you will able have an easy time taking advantage of. just don't ask for that designer bag you want, or a new car, because when he's in your mouth he'd nearly agree to anything.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

it varies. what stays the same is that he's always in control, dominant, usually towering over your body unless he's bouncing yours on top of him. he likes controlling the tempo, let you sit back and just focus on your own pleasure. what changes is the tempo. he's nearly always some degree of rough — hands holding your body in position, thighs slapping against the backs of yours. but sometimes it's slower, passionate. almost emotional sometimes, letting his body claim yours in a way that feels like ownership. he's like this when he's tired, in need of emotional connection, or when he just needs you to feel his love.

other times he's less merciful. he'll fuck you to the fast, steady beat of a song in the background, not deterred by the desperate moans he draws from you, so loud it drowns out the music and he loses track of the rhythm. he gets like this when he's stressed, when you've shared too much wine over a dinner date, or when you've acted like a brat and he's putting you back in your place.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

while junho has a preference for building up with foreplay, he can be easily swayed by spontaneity. if there's a spare ten minutes before you have to go to work, and you're walking around in that towel he just wants to tear off, he will. and you'll show up to work on time, but those heels get harder to walk in after he's done with you.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

he's up to try almost anything once, as long as safe words are in play. he has a healthy range of experience, so he's the kind of partner you want when you're trying something new together — he has that natural instinct to sense what works for you and what doesn't, too.

he enjoys risk within reason, too. he won't stop wearing condoms until you both get tested, just for reassurance, and after a few months he'll give in to you asking mid-sex for him to finish inside. he stubbornly resists and uses the pull out method for a while, enjoying the thrill of timing it just right and finishing on your body. it feels like a form of ownership, and it's nearly arousing enough for round two. but finishing inside without protection is one entirely new experience for him, and one that sticks after he does it.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

generally he goes for one round at a time, but he isn't shy to taking you more over the course of the day. just usually not in the same session. he finds he can't last as long for round two, and it bothers him if you don't get to finish together in the same method. him finishing during sex and eating you out is something he just doesn't feel is fair to you.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

toys aren't really junho's style during sex. for the positions he likes, vibrators become difficult to use in a way that offers enough pleasure to warrant using them. but sometimes he has you in missionary, just to personally hold the vibrator to help you finish on him.

in foreplay, he's nearly strictly against it. only because he'll help you masturbate with the use of a vibrator when he's too tired for sex. in foreplay, he wants to personally build the connection between your bodies with his hands and mouth. but if you do ask, he won't always disagree.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

he enjoys teasing. sensations are one of the primary methods. the pressure of his tongue dragging lighter and lighter across the side of your neck, before pulling away just to blow on the wet trail. kissing up your thigh, gradually letting his teeth brush, scrape, then bite at your skin. he understands how to build you up, and he takes advantage of it all the time. sometimes in casual touch. like after guiding you with a hand between your shoulder blade, he'll let the tip of his finger slide down the length of your spine. and when you look at him accusingly, he'll tilt his head. innocent raise of a brow, filthy pull of a smirk as his lips.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

junho likes the sound of skin slapping skin, and you will never have sex without hearing just how filthy your bodies sound when he's inside you. but in terms of his mouth, he's pretty vocal — not as much as he makes you, but it's there, always. grunts when you stroke him just right, low moans from the back of his throat when you have his head tilting back. when he's driving his hips into yours, his moans are louder, deeper, matching the rhythm he sets. and when he finishes, he's always chanting out an "oh baby, baby, babyyy,"

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

he has a thing for sexting.

in the beginning of your relationship, you'd quickly learn how restricting his career can be with the way it clashed with your own steady routine. late nights, shifts that should've ended so many hours ago that it was now the next day. it made dates a headache to pencil in, let alone ravish each other like you so desperately needed when everything was all so fresh and exciting. so you learned to compensate in other ways.

on nights where your beds were one person down, you'd exchange pictures from work bathrooms to heated bedrooms. an unbuttoned blouse from a stall, the flash of abs under a shirt in the mirror over the men's bathroom sink, an upskirt under the desk. all saved in folders and put to good use.

and later down the line, when your schedules continue to misalign in ways you'd grown used to, spoiling plans that ache between the legs, he always brings it back. slips into the bathroom at work to send you a video of him sliding up his shirt, and he'll save the video you send showing just how much you like it for when he finally decides to clock out.

and when he's home alone, he likes telling you how much he needs you. likes showing it, too. always ends with "look what you did to me." brings a hit of nostalgia, too, thinking of how badly he wanted to learn the secrets of the body you pictured for him all that time ago. the one whose secrets were now his to carry, too.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

he's in the gym often, and it shows. broad shoulders, thick thighs, every muscle in his body swollen and carved to sculpture levels of perfection. and beneath those gym shorts or dark detective jeans, he's packing heat. above average, without bordering on inconvenient. girthy, straight not curved length, and exactly what every girl wants in a boyfriend. ego stroke if you compliment it. "yeah, baby?" he'll ask with a smirk as you spill compliments about it on your knees. "go on, show me how perfect it is."

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

medium-high. he doesn't need sex all day every day without fail, but likes a balance of once every day or two. if you ask or initiate, he very rarely turns you down. he's your provider in all matters sexual, and he will always deliver. don't leave him waiting for too long, though. he gets a little carried away when he's all pent up.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

typically only if you do first, or if he's neglected sleep lately. otherwise, he prefers laying together or shifting to another room to share each other's company. put on a film, cuddle on the couch, or talk over a hot drink if it's late. all to re-establish emotional intimacy. reassure you in his subtle, thoughtful way that he loves you beyond sex. but whenever he does fall asleep on a night where you've been intimate, it's never without a kiss and a long, meaningful embrace.

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