losing my artistic spark is one of the sadder parts of growing up to me like omfg i watched all 5 seasons of a show with a 35 hour runtime in under a week and didnt even get the urge to draw fanart …. i didnt draw Anything …… and i dont really Want to ……… who even AM I
#junedottxt#growing up fuckin SUCKS#a couple years ago i wouldve been obsessively drawing a blorbo . i wouldve Had a blorbo#it feels like i stopped playing with toys and instead started Displaying Funko Pops On My Sad Little Brain Shelf#like i GUESS i have favorite characters but i dont wanna do anything with them they just kinda sit there collecting dust#is this just what growing up is like . i want to think not because like theres PLENTY of grown adults in fandom who didnt ‘grow out’ of it#so why am iiiiiii why did i grow out of itttt why cant i be like how i used to beeeee aaugh
