#jules thoughts

Hey pretty angel 🩷🩷 I got youuuu

Okay so GOT Jaime

- he had his relationship with Cersei, she treated him like shit. He has issues and worries about you leaving him or pushing him to the side.

If you were with him before he lost his hand, he would walk with you with his hand on his sword. Eyes cutting as a warning to whoever. Basically scary lion privileges

- if he did get you pregnant, he would be so happy. A legit child, where he can be an actual father.

Okayyy now to Modern Jaime

- definitely the type to be cold towards everyone but you

- Lana del Rey coded!

- sugar daddy as hell. The best sugar daddy ever.

- bit of a workaholic, you have to drag him away from his office and laptop. Literally works when he takes you on trips. But he’s driven

“God only gave you that situation because he knew you could handle it.”

Fuck off with that. Seriously, do you think that makes me want to love your god when you say shit like that to people who have experienced trauma. Why would I want to “love” or worship a being who gives people terrible things to deal with just because they can handle it? To me that makes it feel like your god wanted me to have to go through terrible shit. What? Nope. Count me out. Why would anything worth worshiping make people miserable. And if that means I go to hell in someone’s eyes, good, I don’t want the alternative.

i think jemily is so important from a character standpoint (especially as such a big emily fan) and they have so many special, tender moments and a beautiful relationship. like i spend so much of my time thinking about their connection and the pining between them especially from emily’s end (again, as an emily fan) and her relationship with her is one of the most significant in her life. a lot of my jemily thoughts relate to what i think about emily being closeted too so that’s probably part of it but i think it not being canon makes it that much more heart wrenching and powerful for her (yes i love pain)

this in mind, i genuinely would want temily to be canon, because there’s so much chemistry and genuine care between them (and i’m only on s12 rn!) but i think they’d have something soooo good for emily (again, i’m putting a lot of this in terms of emily because she’s my favorite!). like every time they interact i am giggling!! like i know damn well emily wants to kiss tara and i think she would be so good for her and they’d work so well together in a long term relationship. i’m not convinced it’ll ever happen but it’s something i’d really love to see

first of all, i am absolutely appalled and horrified for jj. i can't even imagine how she must feel and it must be so isolating to know the website is focused exclusively on her :( i'm just hoping that she's able to get support on this moving forward and not deal with this by herself, as well as get justice for what has happened to her. watching her expression as she looked at the website was heartbreaking.

second, i think luke did the right thing by telling her, and i completely understand why he wanted to give her the autonomy to make that decision for herself. i think he's a great friend for doing that and i understand why it wasn't sitting right with him that she didn't know

lastly, i also understand why emily was going to keep it to herself and ordered luke to do the same, even if i don't think it was the best course of action. do i think it was the best choice she could have possibly made, especially in terms of jj's wellbeing? probably not. jj had a right to know and i'm glad that she's able to make her own decisions about it even though it is so awful. that being said, do i also understand how difficult a position emily is in having the power she does? absolutely. also, SHE believed she was doing the right thing. before watching evolution, i have seen a lot of vitriol online about emily in it and i don't really understand it now that i'm watching it. getting to know emily throughout the original series, we know that at her core, she is incredibly selfless and empathetic. evolution is a darker show, and with her leadership position, it is extremely difficult to be put in situations such as these (ones she never wanted to be in), and she genuinely thought she was making a decision that would protect everyone, including jj. making a judgement call that ended up hurting someone does not make her evil, and i do not understand the treatment i see of her online. she loves and cares about jj, and i do not understand the narrative that she no longer does just because we don't see as much content of it anymore.