#juharin

Genre : Hogwarts!au

Theme : Angst

Pairing : Harin x N/A

Description : In the midst of a raging war, a boy who made all the wrong choices turned away from the chaos in search of a mirror that could reveal the deepest desire of a person's heart.

He knew very well that time was running out, yet he still ran as fast as his legs could take him for what felt like an eternity. Passing through almost every known corridor, he could finally feel shame and guilt creeping onto his heart as the stone walls around him stared at him accusingly.

He could hear them mocking him at the back of his head. Coward, there goes the coward.

The place he once called home was nothing but a fragment of old bittersweet memories. After all, he didn't belong there anymore. 

He tried his best to drown out the curses that were being thrown about from behind him and ignore the hot searing pain that was coming from his left forearm. He wanted to be strong like how he dreamed of being when he was younger, even if it was only just for this short moment.

He kept running in search of a place that was hidden in plain sight, and as the chaos behind him began to grow fainter, he was sure that he was heading towards the right direction.

It was getting darker, he could barely see anything clearly anymore.

So with a whisper, he breathed out, 

“Lumos”

From the tip of his wand, light illuminated the darkness around him, revealing a door a few steps in front of him which led to the very place that he was searching for this whole time.

With heavy yet hasty steps, he approached the dusty wooden door. As far as he knew, it had been awhile since the place was last visited by anyone, and it was evident just by looking at the rusty lock on the door.

Pointing his wand at the lock, he casted a non-verbal unlocking charm. Click.

The door creaked open as he placed his hand on it, giving it a gentle push. What he saw in front of him was an empty classroom, or so most people would think and not give a second thought about it.

This was the place where you could find the most desperate desire of a person's heart by looking back into your own pitiful reflection. 

This was where the Mirror of Erised was kept.

Taking in a deep breath, he closed his eyes and let his legs take him to where the mirror stood. As he was walking, his mind turned into a sea of memories. An overwhelming wave of regret washed over him as each memory floated around like a lost boat with a broken compass. 

Once his footsteps came to a stop, it meant that the mirror was in front of him and that he could finally open his eyes but he hesitated. He had a feeling that what he would be seeing would crush him inside and he was scared. He was terrified.

However again, time wasn't on his side so whether he liked it or not, he had to face the mirror. With that, he opened his eyes.

He saw himself.

He saw a boy who was lost, a boy who had made all the wrong decisions, a boy who broke too many promises.

His physical appearance wasn't any better. His raven-coloured hair almost looked completely gray due to the dust and debris that had fallen around him, his clothes were all tattered and torn, and his once flawless face was covered with scars and dried up blood. All evidence of the battle that was raging outside. 

Pulling away from his own reflection, he noticed that he was no longer alone in the mirror as four pairs of eyes were staring back at his own.

They belonged to his- 

No, he couldn't possibly call them his friends now, could he? After everything he had done to them?

As his vision began to cloud with tears, he heard someone calling his name.

“Harin-hyung, why the long face? I thought you promised we were going to play a game of jelly bean roulette at the dorms later?”, said Giwook with a pout.

Harin hurriedly wiped his tears away with his sleeve and shifted his eyes to the image of the young metamorphmagus who was struggling to carry his sweets in his arms. 

“I already bought 5 packs of Bertie Bott's during the last Hogsmeade trip! We're definitely not going to sleep tonight”, Giwook playfully bumped his rainbow-coloured head into Harin's back.

Even though he was well-aware that that wasn't the real Giwook, Harin still reached out his left hand to touch the spot where Giwook's image had previously bumped into his reflection's back. The feeling of melancholy enveloped his heart.

He couldn't take it anymore so he teared his gaze away from the younger boy but unfortunately as he did so, another person spoke.

“Woah, what's with the tears? Don't tell me you already watched the muggle movie without me!”

Not him. Why did it have to be him?

“Harin-ah, did you know I even borrowed this muggle contraption from the Muggle Studies Professor just for us to watch the movie? We just have to insert the round disk you found into this slot, and apparently images will start moving on its own, just like The Daily Prophet but with sounds! Aren't muggle wonders fascinating?”, Yonghoon-hyung exclaimed in excitement.

Harin surprised himself when he let out a chuckle at his hyung's rambling. But as soon as he realised what he did, his face instantly hardened.

How could he be happy when it was him who made his hyung suffer in the first place?

Frustrated at his hopeless stupidity, he curled his fingers into a fist and knocked hard on the mirror.

Fortunately, it didn't break but it did cause another person to speak up and that person was none other than-

“Hyungu..”, Harin's voice trembled under his breath.

“So I was thinking, maybe we could drop by Zonko's during the next hogsmeade trip? Mum owled me a pouch full of galleons for my birthday, can you believe it! Said it was better for me to pick out my own present but I bet she's just too lazy to go to Diagon Alley to go find one”, joked Hyungu who had his arm slung around Harin's shoulders in the mirror.

Kang Hyungu, was the first friend he ever made at Hogwarts. The story behind how they met was simple but sweet as the two had shared a compartment on the train and before any words were ever exchanged, chocolate frogs and pumpkin pasties were being passed back and forth between them first. From then on, they stuck by each other's side even though they were separated by their respective houses. They didn't let any house prejudice turn them against each other.

Their friendship ran deep. That is, until someone broke that trust. Harin could still picture the absolute horror and hurt he saw in his Hyungu's eyes when he did what he did. Not a day went by without him regretting everything that took place.

Harin let out a sigh. As much as he wanted this suffering to end, there was still one person left.

“Hi hyung, we missed you”, and upon hearing those soft gentle words, Harin's guilt began to overwhelm him. He tried to ignore the pain for as long as he could but it was getting unbearable.

Eventually, he crumpled to the ground and broke down into sobs. His hands were covering his face out of shame. His whole body was shaking.

“Harin-hyung, please don't cry”, the voice cooed.

“Dongmyeong-ah, I'm sorry, Hyung is really really sorry”, Harin managed to choke out.

“What are you sorry about? You didn't do anything wrong”, Dongmyeong smiled reassuringly. The sweetness from the younger boy's voice felt like honey to his ears.

It crushed his heart even more when he raised his head and saw that all four images of his old friends had crowded on the floor around his reflection and were looking at him in worry.

Harin knew exactly what he was doing when he left the battle to find the Mirror of Erised. He knew that they were going to lose and betraying them now would not be the best option. All he wanted was his last moments to be with the people he loved dearly and the mirror was the only way.

His friends were his deepest desire. 

And..he truly missed them.

[a/n]

it's been awhile since i last wrote something hehe, onewe's recent comeback was beyond my imagination and when the mv finally dropped, i just had to write something harry potter related because of all the beautiful aesthetics > < hope you enjoy!

Genre : videocall!au

Theme : fluff

Pairing : Harin(Onewe) X Reader

Description : an unexpected early confession

You hugged your knees as you watched Harin flay his arms around like a madman. If you were physically there with him, you would have slapped his arm playfully as you laughed uncontrollably at whatever story he was telling.

The thing was, you weren't there with him. So instead, you repeatedly smacked your desk till Harin's image started to shake from your laptop screen.

“-and when I tried to fix that frame, the others started falling over!”, Harin exclaimed as he facepalmed himself.

By the time Harin finished telling the story of his unfortunate luck, your whole face was red from laughing too much. Calming yourself down with a sip of your iced americano, you wiped a fake tear from your eye.

“Harin, why am I even friends with you?”

“That's what I'm wondering too!”, he brought his head back with a exaggerated sigh.

“And it was live, Y/N! Which means there were people who saw that happening and-”

Knock knock.

Startled at the sudden sound, Harin almost fell off his chair. That caused you to start laughing again from the other side of his screen.

“It's probably my mother, I'm gonna mute my audio for a while, Y/N”, he said as he hastily moved his mouse to mute his audio and you quickly tried to calm yourself down, again.

At the same time, his mother, Mrs. Ju, had already opened his bedroom door and peeked her head inside. Her eyes squinted to see who her son was talking to on his laptop. When she realised it was you, she let herself in.

Grinning widely at Harin who was a little bit annoyed his conversation with you was interrupted, Mrs. Ju asked, “Harin-ah, who are you talking to?”

Rubbing his face with his palm, Harin replied exasperatedly, “Just a friend of mine, mother”

While this was going on, you had noticed that Harin didn't actually mute his audio but instead, he accidentally clicked on this filter that made sparkles appear. You wanted to laugh at his dumb mistake but you held it in. You didn't want to interrupt them so you just kept quiet and continued listening while playing with the ears of your stuffed plushie.

“No, that's not just any friend, right?”, his mother walked closer towards his son and gave him a look.

“I don't know what you mean, mothe-”, Harin replied nervously as he rubbed the back of his neck, which during the years you'd known him you'd figured out that that was a sign of him lying.

Your head perked up when you saw him doing it.

“Aww Harin-ah, don't tell me you haven't confessed to her yet..”, his mother looked at him pitifully as she sat on the edge of his bed.

Harin panicked. He quickly turned to look at you from his screen and then back to his mother. “Mother!..I don't know when's the right time”, his voice softened as he uttered the last few words. His head bowed.

From behind him, you waved enthusiastically at his mother. Thankfully, Mrs. Ju caught your gesture from the corner of her eye.

“Ah, Y/N-ah”, she beamed at you, “how are you, sweetie?”

Harin, whose head was bowed, raised his head slowly and looked at his mother questioningly.

“Mother, the audio's muted, she can't reply back to you cause she can't hear yo-”, Harin couldn't finish his sentence.

“Uh yes I can, dummy”, you finally retorted bringing Harin's attention back to his laptop. His eyes were wide like glass balls as he processed the fact that this whole time, you had heard everything. It was hilarious actually, seeing his whole face slowly turn into a shade of red.

You turned your attention back to Mrs. Ju. But just as you were about to reply to her, Harin had slammed his laptop shut, automatically ending the videocall the two of you were having since two hours ago.

It was nearly ten minutes since the call ended and you were still frozen in your chair. You couldn't bring yourself to move. The same question kept flooding your head non-stop.

Harin likes me?

Clutching your chest carefully, you tried saying the same question out loud,

“He likes me?”

Either way, whether you were thinking about the question or saying it out loud, you were definitely sure you felt the thing that you tried so hard to deny bubbling in your tiny little heart.

[a/n]

heya ^ ^ so it's been sooo long since i last updated anything on here..my bad. i just wasn't in the mood to write anything, also for my dongmyeong fic "dimples" i may have to put that on hold 😓

i'm really sorry for anyone who's been waiting for that > < i'll try to post more too..

Genre : soulmate!au

Theme : fluff

Pairing : Harin(Onewe) X Reader

Description : people your age were thinking about who their soulmates were. you were more interested in a certain boy who already knew who his soulmate was.

The concept of soulmates having their fates intertwined together by a common connection seemed like something out of a fairytale. Since your whole life, you had become accustomed to seeing people find their soulmates. Which always left you wondering, when were you going to stumble upon yours?

As if someone was listening in on your thoughts, your foot got caught in a pavement hole which sent you stumbling. You closed your eyes to brace the impact but it never came. Instead, an arm firmly curled itself around your waist and pulled you back to your feet. There was no need to turn around to know who this person was because as soon as you heard a strangely familiar laugh, you instantly knew it was your bestfriend, Ju Harin.

He slung an arm around your shoulders and slowed down his pace to match yours. He was towering over you so you had to look up to meet his face which annoyed you sometimes.

“Clumsy as usual”, he humoured while showing off his pearl white teeth.

You punched his arm lightly and shook your head at the insult.

You loved having Harin as your bestfriend because not only was he kind but he was also easygoing. Always managed to make any day better just by his witty and funny jokes.

Sometimes you wonder if there was ever a chance for your friendship to become more than it was if the world didn't depend on the idea of soulmates. People would be free to feel whatever they wanted towards whoever they wished to be with. That's the reason why to you, the concept of soulmates sucked.

It sucked even more because you knew Harin had already gotten glimpses of his soulmate while you only dreamt of homework and stress. On the inside, you were kind of jealous of the girl that would end up with him. Although, if it really was meant to be, then you promised to abandon any feelings you had for him.

“You would not believe what I dreamt about last night”, he told you excitedly.

“Is it about your soulmate?”, you teased him and wiggled your eyebrows suggestively.

Even though you didn't want to talk about soulmates, you felt bad dismissing Harin's excitement so you had no choice but to resist the painful throbbing in your heart.

“Yeah, I actually saw her face!”

Ah. It hurt.

“Well that's good, right! Now you could go meet her and hey, you could even ask her out on a date”, you masked your sadness with a smile.

“I'm a little nervous to reveal myself to her because she's someone I know”, he mumbled softly as an obvious shade of red crawled up his neck.

“You're lucky she's someone you know, mine's probably some creepy pervert”, you shuddered in disgust at the possibilty.

“Hahaha I really doubt that, Y/N”

“I'm just saying, there's a possibility”, you exclaimed without any hint of seriousness in your voice.

After that, the two of you just talked about random stuff till you reached the school buiding.

The rest of the day was boring. Everything waskill the usual routine. When you got home though, you had the greatest shocking news of your life.

Through a text message from your best friend, you got to know that he was going to ask his soulmate on a date. You were frustrated. He only saw her face once that day and now, he wanted to go out with her without taking his time to think over it. As much as you were happy for him finding his soulmate, you couldn't just ignore your feelings. You sunk your head into your pillow and that was how you spent your entire night, crying over a broken heart till you fell asleep.

Drums.

You jolted awake in the middle of the night. Sitting upright on your bed, you placed your hand on your forehead in confusion. Was that a glimpse of your soulmate? Whatever it was, you buried your face in your hands as you sobbed quietly. The last sign of hope that Harin was your soulmate was gone because..Harin didn't play drums.

You dreaded the moment you had to face Harin in the morning.

It wasn't making it easier for you when Harin kept on approaching you more than usual. He was an absolute nervewrack. He would stumble on his words and constantly shake his leg. He told you that he was honestly nervous and afraid the date wasn't going to go well. Giving him a gentle squeeze on the shoulder, you reassured him that whatever he had planned, you were sure that anybody would fall for him.

Like that, the rest of the day went by in a blur. You were trying hard not to think about Harin's date while he was busy panicking over it.

Once you were home, you immediately entered your room and plopped yourself on your single-sized bed. You were exhausted and drained but as soon as you heard a notification on your phone popped up, you rolled on your bed lazily and reached for your phone. Swiping the screen, you saw that you had a message from Harin. Glancing at the time, you were confused because he should already be on his date. Without thinking much, you read the message.

Hey Y/N, could you come over my house? I need some help preparing for the date :)

You typed furiously before clicking send. When that was done, you got up from your bed and grabbed your black hoodie that was hanging from a chair. Slipping it on, you left your apartment to go somewhere familiar with the image of your reply still in your head.

Sure, Harin :)

Knocking on his door, you hid your shaky hands in your pockets. Why were suddenly feeling nervous? It's not like it was your date-

The door clicked and opened to reveal your bestfriend, Ju Harin. Just like that, you were speechless. No words could truly describe how handsome he looked standing in front of you. He didn't need a suit and tie to look good. Cladded in a simple striped t-shirt and plain jeans, Ju Harin had completely taken your breath away by his charms.

“Uh Y/N?”

You unfroze yourself from your daydream. You could've sworn you saw a little smirk.

“You needed my help?”, you tried to sound cheerful.

“Mhm, could you put this blindfold on?”, he hummed as he unclenched his fist to reveal a black cloth.

Before you could question him, he explained that he wanted the date to be perfect so he wondered if you could stand in for his soulmate for a dry run of the date. Truthfully, you applauded his dedication to planning a perfect date even if you weren't his date. So in the end, you agreed.

You wanted to grab the blindfold and wear it yorself but Harin beat you to it. He shifted behind you and wrapped the black cloth around your eyes, tying it at the back. You felt yourself stiffened as his fingers brushed the your ears lightly. You mentally scolded yourself.

“Okay, I'm going to bring you somewhere now”, he whispered in your ear, his close proximity caused your cheeks to blush.

You couldn't see anything but you did feel Harin locking hands with you. You took in calm breaths.

It didn't take long before you finally stopped getting dragged by Harin.

“You can take them off now, Y/N”, he said.

Fumbling with the knot, you took the blindfold off your eyes. You had to blink a few times for your eyes to adjust to the surroundings.

When it did, time stood still. His normal living room now had beautiful fairylights hanging on the walls. The dining table at the side had vanilla-scented candles and a vase filled with baby's breath. The atmosphere of the whole living room was perfect for a chill yet romantic date. Your heart involuntarily clenched.

Harin, who was at your side, walked to the middle of the room. How you didn't notice it at first was a mystery but there it was, a drumset sitting in the middle. Your eyes shifted to Harin who had drumsticks in his hands.

“So here's the part where I tell you that I lied“

“Y/N, I didn't need your help with the date cause you are my date”

You didn't understand.

“Remember how I said she's someone I know? Did you ever think about the fact that the only girl I've ever talked to..is you?”

“Dammit, Y/N..you're my soulmate”

“I don't care if your soulmate isn't me, I just need you to know that I've been in love with you since the day you stood up for me against others”

Blinking your eyes, you felt a tear falling. You didn't realise you were crying this whole time. It all made sense now and you felt your heart warmed by Harin's confession. All that worrying and it turned out that Harin's been your soulmate all this time. And you were his.

You were overwhelmed by emotions but that didn't distract you from the sight of the drums. The only thing that didn't make sense to you. Why were drums in your dream?

“Ah, the drums”, Harin cheekily grinned.

“I kept it a secret because I didn't want you to think I'm lame”, he scratched his head with his drumsticks.

Wiping your tears from your eyes, you smiled softly at Harin, “You're absolutely amazing, Ju Harin”

His face reddened in an instant but he kept his composure. “Uh- so with everything planned, I think it's time for me to make you fall for me”, he shyly looked away from you.

Now, it was your turn to blush because that sounded really familiar as if someone he knew had said that to him the other day.

[a/n]

someone was craving for some harin content 🤷‍♀️ of course I was tempted to write something fluffyy > <

Words: 953

Pairing: Harin x CyA

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Harin felt so relieved as he saw the note while going to work. He couldn’t help but smile all the way to the little cafe where he worked with one of his friends, Hyungu. He had a bad habit of always being late, but for once, he arrived a bit early.

“Oh my god Harin are you about to die??” The blonde boy behind the counter joked. “Or maybe I’m the one who’s going to die?”

“Yah, stop that.” He hit the back of his head softly. “Plus, you know I can’t die like that, idiot.”

“Excuse me, Mr “My soul is immortal and even if I were to die I’d be reincarnated just as quickly”” He said in a mocking tone.

Hyungu knew about Harin. He had told his best friends, which included him, and Dongmyeong. He never had any doubt, and knew he could trust them forever. He tried to stay focused on his work as much as he could, but that wasn’t an easy task when your life is threatened by the Jin Yonghoon.

Like he said, he won’t technically die, but he’s pretty sure Yonghoon will make his suffering as long and as painful as he possibly can. And that is a lot.

Every time the little bell at the door of the coffee shop chimed, his heart would make jumps. He knew Yonghoon would find him, and soon. Th whole day went on like that, with him jumping everytime, fearing for his life.

But this time, it wasn’t Yonghoon that entered the shop, but Giwook. Harin felt like his limbs were made of gum, and he couldn’t dare look at the boy. It was the only time in his life where he had felt shame of feeding off of someone.

“Hyungu, can you, please, take this order?”

He didn’t add anything and just went behind the shop, to get a bit of fresh air. If the boy sees his face and somehow remembers it, he’ll tell Yonghoon. And the later, the better for him.

Harin only went back inside when he saw the boy had left. From where he was he could see the street in front of the small boutique.

“What happened to you?” Hyungu inquired as he came back and washed his hands.

“Nothing much, just felt a little dizzy suddenly.” He smiled and wiped his hands.

“Is this like a blood sucker problem or?”

“Hey don’t call me that!” He hit his shoulder. “And no, it wasn’t this kind of dizziness. Did the boy  say anything to you? He stayed here pretty long.”

“Oh, not much.” Hyungu shrugged. “He just told me that he needed something strong cause he had a bad fight with his best friend, and then sat here for a moment, but not talking.”

He looked up, trying to contain his smile. Could it be possible that the best friend he wasn’t talking to anymore was Yonghoon ? Anyways, he had work to do, and tables to clean. He went to the nearest table, and saw a little something on one of the seats.

“Hey Harin!” Hyungu called as he was putting his jacket back on. “Can you please close the cafe? I’m supposed to go on a date, and I’m already late.”

“Yeah of course bro, I’ll finish the cleaning and then leave!” He smiled at him. “Have fun !”

The other boy just smiled again and left. Harin picked up what he was looking at, and found himself with a credit card in his hand. And this card belonged to no other than Lee Giwook.

Was this fat telling him he had to talk to the boy ? Anyways, he wasn’t going to leave him without his credit card just because of the mere possibility that he would recognize him. Once everything was clean, he left the cafe and checked a few times that everything was closed properly, before shoving his hands in his pockets and heading towards Giwook’s apartment. The air was a little chilly, and he could feel it on his bare skin, but it didn’t really bother him. He never got really cold anyways.

Once he arrived at the apartment complex, he had second thoughts about this. Like what if it was actually a trap set up by the two guys to get him to come, and have Yonghoon beating him up where no one could watch. This bad feeling in his gut was in conflict with the excitement of seeing Giwook again, the way the boy made his heart flutter. Eventually, the second feeling won over the first one, and he knocked softly on the wooden door.

A very much stressed out Giwook opened it for him.

“H-Hello? Can I help you with something?”

“ H-Hi yes .. I …” It took Harin a moment to gain back his composure. “I-I work at the coffee shop down the street, and I found that.” He said holding the credit card between two fingers.

“Oh my god you have it !” Giwook took it and ran inside his apartment to put it back in its place.”I’ve been searching for it for hours, how can I thank you ? I could offer you coffee ? I mean, it’s probably not as good as the one you make but …” He looked up at Harin.

“Coffee sounds really good, I had a long day.”

Giwook smiled instantly, making Harin smile as well. The shorter gestured for the other to come in, and then closed the door behind them, then going to the kitchen to make coffee as he continued talking.