another one, cuz why not?
She wanted to be at the top, But she was tired. Yet, she still tried. But was it worth it? She skipped meals, Ignored herself, Ignored everyone. Just to study. She worked, Day and night. Yet, it never felt like it's enough. She stared at the ceiling, Wondering why it was like this. She thought and thought. She was second, Again. She hated it, But she knew she couldn't do anything. She felt weak and useless, She wondered if she is still needed. She wanted to be at the top, But she was tired. Yet, she tried. Was it worth it? She wondered, Was it all wroth it? She yearned to be at the top. She knew she was broken, Useless, unstable, weak, and problematic. But she still went on. She did everything, Ignored everyone. Even herself. It was tiring, But she didn't want to give up. She went beyond her limits, It only made it worse. She only wanted to be the number one, the top. But she was too tired. Too tired to try, yet she still did. She wondered, all over again. Was it worth it??
