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Hi am uncomfortable

I'd actually really like to write the avatar!the100 au bc i really enjoy reading the small thing i wrote but i totally shat the show out deliberately and also i dont remember season1 so well. or 2? Or anything. Maybe thats a good thing? Maybe i can incorporate my take on what season 1 should have been about. Ye. How the hell did i tag that now

I'm always surprised to find that people think so differently about bisexuality than me because to me it makes total sense. But then people I know very well are like: and then I accidentally assumed he was gay even though he'd said he's bisexual so i was surprised when he had a girlfriend. And im like: ???????? How do you even do that ????? So many people walk around with one single option of attraction to one gender in their heads and it's so foreign to me like??? And it's pretty fascinating i had NEVER thought of it this way but the way somebody else explained it to me was: well if you're attracted to more genders then if you're in a monogamous relationship aren't you missing some stuff that you actually also want but one person can't give you? BLEW MY MIND. What a crazy way to look at it that makes total sense. Apparently there's this expectation that your romantic partner gotta be the whole entire package of what you CAN want. Instead of just a good match. ? I mean damn many het and gay people must think of the bisexual experience as a win-lose situation always! There is always a loss involved. Well yknow maybe some bisexual people do feel that way? I remember someone telling me something like this. But I think this comes with the the idea that attraction and sex are fundamentally different with different genders. Maybe in complex cultural psychological fractal ways.... ? And maybe it comes with attraction based more in physicality than psychology....but it's like.... do hets and l@s gays never experience attraction or sexual feelings unrelated to their chosen partner? That are ultimately irrelevant? Does that not clash with the whole romantic/sexual package 'MY EVERY SINGLE DESIRE IS FULFILLED' strange idea? But somehow when it comes to gender it's a more fundamental absence apparently.