#journalanonymous

~Thought

I am getting closer to the fortress. I can see it now. A mere dizzy image appearing right before myeyes. And just a single [Tear] will bring it crashing down. Thescarce elixir of life everlasting. I can almost hear the singing.

What do I want, you ask? I want to be free upon a sea of crystal blue. Everything feared left ashore. So as to say good-by. So asto sail, with prestige, into the horizon.

When all you want to do is cry a river, but the wall you have built around yourself is of nothing but false strength. The most impenetrable of creations. A reality of saddness. Soft & Morbid. Camoflaged by shield and sword. A mighty illusion.

It is not but a fool who thinks they have understanding of this mind. Every thought, feeling, and incarcerated secret. But they will only ever scratch the surface. For this heart has seen its ultimate demise. It will parish under the sunlight's gaze. So it remains hidden in dark mystery. Perfectly preserved.

All water has perfect memory and is forever trying to get back to where it was

Once again the urge to release crimson red anguish emerges. There is no end...Except to resist the temptation.

A thought just passed through my mind...['there is nobody in my life to which I have placed my complete trust in']...a terrifying thought wouldn't you say?