#jouli

Kidman is a rather complicated study. And given her probable lack of reference for anything romantic, she may honestly mistake guilt and genuine concern for romance. These are her partners. And despite her greatest efforts, she cares. She cares so much. Ultimately, I don't have the answers. But regardless, I want to see these detectives interacting. I want to see Kidman looking at Joseph and Sebastian's relationship knowing how much they care about the other, seeing how truly good they are for each other. Understanding completely that they are each other's number one. I want Kidman looking at Joseph and having no idea what to say or what to do. So she guesses. And tries. Because she may be clueless but for the first time in her life she wants to help someone in spite of Möbius. She sees Joseph hurting and she wants to help him. Because she cares.

Of course, her idea of helping would be to keep him as far from Möbius as possible. Which ultimately, may mean as far from her as possible. She's an agent first and foremost. Confused detective second.