Did you know Iâm utterly insane?
Pairing: Josh Washington x fem!reader.
Summary: you find yourself at a Josh Washington Halloween party, then you find yourself on the counter in the bathroom with the host himself, knuckle deep inside you đ (this is a bad summary just read it)
Warnings: SMUT, 18+, fingering, masturbation, lil bit of exhibitionism, cum play (which was the kinktober prompt that inspired this!) Josh is creepy but sexy(as usual), kinda stalker vibes, Josh being a depraved lil freak, fake blood,
A/N: this is technically the last kinktober fic! But I wanted to name it :)) Happy Halloween! I had the idea of Josh dressed up as Patrick Bateman for halloween rattling around in my brain for weeks and this fic came to me.
âDo you wanna come to my weird brotherâs Halloween party?â Beth had asked flippantly, over coffee
Using the word âweirdâ, to describe Beth Washingtonâs older brother Josh was putting it lightly.
You had met him a few times, and every time you were in the same room as him you could feel his eyes on you. seeping through your skin in a way that almost made it crawl.
Maybe it would be creepy, maybe you would feel uneasy⊠if he wasnât so insidiously handsome.
Sometimes you would catch his gaze, like a hunter stalking his prey, and then as soon as you caught it, it was gone, replaced with a lazy smirk and a little wave of his fingers. He didnât care that you caught him. He wasnât ashamed to be watching you.
You had shrugged. âsureâ you agreed, as you had no other plans for Halloween. And okay⊠yesâŠbeing around Josh was thrilling for some reason.
Maybe you liked feeling hunted.
The Washington estate was almost unrecognizable from its usually pristine condition. cobwebs tangled across the chandelier, bats dangled from the crown molding, and strobes of orange and purple pulsed through a fog machine haze that coated the floor. Bass thumped from the huge speakers in the corners of the grand living room, rattling cups on tables and daring people to dance.
Josh had gone way too hard on the decor this year. The entire place looked like a spirit halloween threw up on it.
You stood in the archway of the living room, plastic goblet of something way too sweet in hand, wearing a costume you almost didnât have the guts to wear, until Hannah and Beth hyped you up in the your group chat.
A black corset cinched your waist, fishnets crawling up your thighs under a red satin mini skirt. Little red horns glittered above your head, and youâd swiped on your best red lipstick. It was basic⊠sure. But it worked regardless.
Itâs not long until you spot him.
across the room, leaning against the fireplace like he was in a damn magazine spread, was Josh. wearing a plastic blood-splattered raincoat, a sleek suit underneath it, and a sickeningly perfect smirk. His hair was slicked back like a businessman on wall street. He held a plastic prop axe with fake blood dripping off it, and his expression was dead calm. a little too calm. Patrick Bateman. Of-fucking-course.
You tried to mingle, really you did, but heâd been making it very, very difficult to concentrate all night.
Youâd been playing eye tag with him since the moment you walked in. Every time you looked over, he was already looking at you. Or heâd be chatting with someone, look up mid-sentence, and lock eyes with you like he was starving. It wasnât constant. That wouldâve been too obvious.
No, Josh was clever about it.
Youâd catch him in the mirror behind the bar. In the reflection of a blacked-out window. Across the kitchen island while Mike was doing body shots out of Jessâs belly button.
There were no genuine smiles, no flirty winks. Just steady, unreadable stares or knowing smirks. Like he was trying to solve a puzzle and you were the mission piece.
Across the room now, he brought a plastic goblet to his mouth, eyes not leaving yours as he sipped. A strand of his dark, messy hair had fallen over his forehead and you wanted needed, to push it back.
The playlist started blaring a new song; Marilyn Mansonâs cover of sweet dreams. The fog seemed to have thickenedâor maybe it was just the tension in the room.
Your eyes left Josh, distracted by Chrisâdressed as a ghost busterâ accidentally spilling his drink down the front of his khaki boiler suit. He started dramatically and drunkenly whining about it when Sam started to mop it up with a random, discarded vampire cape from the floor.
After rolling your eyes with amusement, you turned back to look at JoshâŠ
he was gone.
Just⊠vanished into the sea of bodies. You craned your neck, scanning the living room, the stairwell, the fog-drenched kitchen.
Nothing.
Your heart thumped, you swallowed a gulp of your too-sweet alcohol. Then, almost against your better judgment, you left your drink with Beth and slipped away, down the hall.
Away from the noise, away from the strobe lights, past the framed photos of Josh and his sisters. Past a blinking red Halloween lamp. Past a mirror that caught your reflection and made you jump, heart in your throat.
You didnât even hear him.
A sudden yankâ
You gasped as a hand grabbed your wrist and pulled you hard into a hall bathroom.
The door slammed shut, lock clicked.
Before you even realized what was happening you were pressed against the sink, porcelain cold against your spine, Joshâs fake-blood-splattered costume brushing your thighs.
âJesus Christâ!â you panted, ââyou scared me.â
But Josh just smiled.
Unblinking, pupils blown wide. His breath kissed your cheek as he leaned in slowly, calmly, like this wasnât insane.
âYou were looking for meâ he murmured.
âYou disappearedâ you breathed, inadvertently confirming his statement.
His hands came to rest on either side of the sink, caging you in. He was close now, so close you could smell the faint hint of cologne beneath the plastic coat, could see the detail of fake blood splatter on his cheek.
âYou shouldnât go looking for things that want to devour you,â he said quietly.
You stared at him. Your heart thudded. âwhyâd you pull me in here?â
Joshâs smirk deepened. âBecause I want to devour youâ
And then he kissed you.
Hard, messy, possessive.
Nothing gentle about it. He pressed you harder into the sink, teeth grazing your lip as his fingers laced into your hair, yanking slightly to tilt your head up. You let out a breathless moan, fists curling into his raincoat, the plastic rustling under your grip.
You werenât sure who deepened it first, him or you, but soon it was all tongues and teeth and desperation. You felt the wet heat of his mouth trail down your jaw, across your throat, his voice ragged:
âYou drive me fucking insane, walking around in this skirt. Staring at me all night. looking for me in the crowd like you wanted this. You wanted me toââ
âI did,â you cut him off before he could finish.
His chuckle was low and dangerous. âI knowâ
His hand slid down your waist to your hip, squeezing hard, pinning you right where he wanted you. You arched into him instinctively, lips parting in a soft whimper that made him groan against your skin.
He reached down, lifting you onto the edge of the sink. your knees parted, welcoming him closer, and he didnât hesitate. He yanked off his raincoat, tossing it aside and then he was running his bare fingers up your thigh. slowly, deliberately, as if savoring every inch.
âFuck,â he murmured, voice shaky now. âI shouldâve pulled you into this bathroom hours ago.â
âWhy didnât you?â
His eyes lifted to yours.
âBecause I wanted to see if youâd come lookingâ
Silence.
Then you whispered, âWhat if I hadnât?â
Josh smiled and pressed his mouth to your ear.âThen Iâd still be watching you⊠waiting. Like alwaysâ
His eyes were so blown out and dark they looked bottomless, fixed hungrily on your mouth as he slid his hand between your thighs.
You shivered. The counter was cold and biting against your thighs, your skirt bunched up around your hips, the edge of the sink digging into your back as his fingers traced the seam of your panties. teasing, circling, never quite giving you what you wanted.
You whined, high in your throat, and that made him smile. It wasnât nice. It was hungry.
âLook at you,â he whispered, voice raw, âsquirming already.â His fingers finally slipped past the fabric, dragging slow and slick through your folds. He pushed two fingers inside, hard, making you gasp and clutch at his suit, legs falling further open, greedy for more.
âJoshââ your voice barely a plea, barely a word.
He grunted, sounding almost pained. âYou hear yourself?âfuck youâre loud. Youâre gonna get us caught, baby.â He crooned, even though you both knew the music was too loud for anyone to hear.
He curled his fingers, slow at first, savoring every twitch of your hips, every sound you tried and failed to smother. You were soaked. utterly, obscenely wet, and he was drinking it in, face hovering close so he could watch the way your mouth fell open, the way your chest heaved, he wanted to swallow every exhale.
Your eyes fell shut in pleasure and he grabbed your chin, firmly, with his free hand, making your eyes fly open again at the rough contact.
âKeep your eyes open, sweetheartâ He leaned closer, so close you felt his words against your cheek: âI want you to watch me while I make you cum. You know how fucked up that makes me? How much I need to see you lose it for me?â His voice was trembling, feral, almost like he needed you to understand that this was sustenance for him.
You tried, you tried to keep your eyes open, but every curl of his fingers made your vision blur, your head leaning back to thunk softly against the mirror, your eyes fluttering, fighting to stay open and on him.
He let his thumb find your clit, circling just the way you liked. You jerked, a strangled whine slipping out, and Josh nearly choked on his own breath, grinding himself shamelessly against the counter, the outline of his cock straining obscenely against his slacks, desperate for any friction.
âYou look so fucking good,â he muttered, lips dragging along your jaw, âYou know how long Iâve been thinking about you like this? About having you spread out for me like this? fucking whining for me?â His voice broke as your pussy clenched down around his fingers, hips rutting helplessly into his hand.
âJoshâpleaseâIâmââ
He didnât stop, just sped up, the sounds of your wetness obscene in the echoing space. You clung to him, teeth sinking into his shoulder, your body wracked with tension until you shattered in his hand, a cry strangled against his throat. Your body shook as your orgasm ripped through you. Trembling in his hold.
He watched it all. Every shudder, every twitch, every whimper. His hand didnât leave you. He pumped his fingers in and out, slow, like he couldnât bear to pull out yet.
He was shaking, barely in control.
âI canâtâIâmâfuck, Iâm gonna cum just from thisââ he groaned. Watching you cum was too much, he just needed a few seconds of stimulation at this pointâhe couldnât even be embarrassed about it, the need was too great.
He fumbled with his belt, frantic, desperate, yanking himself free. His cock was rock hard, swollen, leaking precum. He didnât waste any time, didnât even bother asking you to return the favorâhis hand was almost brutal as he pumped himself, watching you still trembling and panting against the sink, thighs slick and parted for him. All fucked out and beautiful, because of him.
âKeep your eyes on me,â he groaned, voice gone to gravel. âWant you to watchâwant you to watch me cum all over youââ he strangled a groan, His eyes never left you as he came, hot and thick, painting your thighs in messy, shuddering spurts, breath breaking on a ragged âfuuuuucckkâ
He was still catching his breath as he looked down at the mess heâd made of you, chest heaving. He smiled lazily, laughing softly as he ran two fingers through his own cum over your smooth thighsâslow, deliberateâhis hand trailed up your inner thigh and then past your panties as he pushed his cum covered fingers inside your cunt, sliding them deep, making sure to press it in, watching you gasp and writhe all over again.
âYeah, thatâs it. Keep it, sweetheartâ he sighed. âEvery step you take out there, youâre gonna feel me leaking out of you. Youâll know it. Iâll know it. I want you to walk through my party filled with my cum.â
He dragged his thumb across your lower lip, slick with your combined release. he kissed you, filthy, tongue sliding into your mouth, tasting both of you.
âYouâre mine tonight,â he growled. âI want you to stay,â his eyes were boring into yours âIâm not done with you yetâ
Outside, someone called for him. He ignored it. Eyes fixed only on you, pupils blown wide and wild. Your thighs sticky and trembling, heart beating like youâd just committed a crime together.
It felt like you had.
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