#joshiisms

                               ONE  OF  THE  FIRST  THINGS  SHE  ALWAYS  NOTICES  IS  THE  SUN.                   the  way  it  brushes  across  porcelain  skin  &  makes  her  cheeks  feel  warm.                     she  always  has  a  habit  of  just  standing  outside  of  her  front  door  with  her  eyes  closed,                 soaking  in  the  sunlight.                    but  today  is  different  ----------------  it’s  cold  &  it  looks  as  if  the  rain  is  just  waiting  to  dump  from  the  clouds  above.                 so  she  just  hurries  to  her  bike  &  sets  off  to  the  green  area  she  found  rather  relaxing,                   even  on  days  like  this. .                    camera  bag  hits  her  hip  each  time  she  walks  but  she’s  grown  used  to  it.                          she  finds  her  little  nook  by  a  tree  &  hugs  her  jacket  close  around  her  as  she  starts  snapping  pictures.           

                          ❛     what  do  you  want  ?             ------------------  i’m  not  a  drug  dealer  if  that’s  what  you’re  thinking.    ❜                  chloe’s  arms  are  crossed  over  her  chest  lazily  as  she  leans  on  the  border  fence  of  the  school,                cool  gaze  focused  on  the  boy  in  front  of  her.        

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What’s your OTP for your Muse?:

I don’t really have an OTP for Teb yet, if I’m completely honest. I mean, I think he’s cute with Aloy, but that might be too much of a hero-worshiping situation as it is in canon.

And I don't know if I could have been any more obvious for Nathan, but my OTP for him is Grahamfield. I know that gameplay-wise they have no leg to stand on, but I just really like the prospect of them and especially them learning from each other. (I also just want Nathan to be happy.)

This does not mean these ships are set, because I’m open to most ships. It’s all chemistry-based. Though Nathan is gay.

What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?: 

Uh... everything.

Okay, no, honestly, there are some restrictions: I'm usually fairly fond of exploring dark themes, but I have some limitations. I don't do incest or pedophilia. And I won't tolerate non-con or abusive relationships unless very thoroughly talked through upfront. I'm also very picky with my partners around these subjects.

How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?:  

I don’t have any problem with age gaps, as long as there are no underage people involved.

Are you selective when shipping?:

Yes and no? It depends on the muse, really. Some get more easily involved with people than others and some have a very hard time letting people in, and I generally just go with the flow.

How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?: 

Any touching below the belt or once the pants come off is NSFW area and will be under a Read More.

Who are other muses you ship your muse with?:

So far I’ve only shipped Nathan with @cyanide-and-morning-glories‘ Selik, and Teb hasn’t had any romantic action yet.

Does one have to ask to ship with you?:

You don't have to ask for your character to have a crush on mine, I am always okay with that and will not assume it forcing a ship, but if the ship is something you really want to happen you might need to contact me with it. Some of my muses are kind of dense, or maybe I simply struggle to see how it will work, but talking it through is always a good place to start!

How often do you like to ship?:

I like ships, but I like them to develop. Sometimes I also feel more for romance than others, so I might be a little finicky on that part... I also like delving into a lot of different sort of relationships other than just romance, so I don't know? I don't know how often? I like ships, but they're not top-priority.

Are you multiship?: 

Yes! Though, as I said, some of my muses are pretty picky and don't open up to relationships too often. It's nothing personal, the chemistry just needs to be there.

Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?:

I ship more-or-less, but once I really ship something, it usually makes a complete 180 and slams me in the face. Like... 'Wow! I really love this ship. I'm making it seven aesthetics and putting together a song list an spamming you with au possibilities for the rest of the week.'

What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?:

I don't really... have one??

Finally, how does one ship with you?: 

Clarke & Josh

SCAREBABY, SCAREBABY, WHERE DO YOU RUN? OUT IN THE GRAVEYARD, TO HAVE YOU SOME FUN? DANCING WITH SKELETONS UP FROM THE GROUND? DOING A JIG ON THE BURIAL MOUND?

josh, hungover and upset; runs out into the snow in the same clothes as last night, no socks and boots unlaced, desperate like ’ why didn’t anyone – ?? for fucks sake call someone! ’ but no cell service, dad said it would be just them and / oh god no /

      It wasn’t curiosity alone that drove her to asking questions. She hadn’t honestly meant to ask at all. But then it had come out anyway. 

      She’d known there was something... weird going on. Could feel it. Had felt it the entire evening the so-called prank went down. Like fingers tapping on the back of her skull. She’d driven her Aunt batty walking all across the house and the yard. Pacing, really. 

       Then a few days later, everything was in the news. And a few days after that she was hearing things from the people they knew -- conflicting at first, then all neatly buttoned up. 

      She’d been very tempted to get out her board and start talking to ghosts. Clarke was here instead though. A very long time after the fact. And finally had an answer. 

      She didn’t know if it was entirely the right one though. 

      Doesn’t matter. 

      “You fucked up,” was what she said eventually. Blunt, but not unkind in tone. “But -- I get it.” She reached out palms up, an offering. “And even through all of that, you’re still my friend. One of the very first ones I made. So. I’m here.”

       This was definitely stupid. She didn’t care. Over the last few months, she’d finished growing up.