#joongin

(  6v6  ` — )      “ah, we could go to japan again,” the musing is a thoughtless one, though his knack for acting impulsively could easily make it reality. a bite of meat from the grill silences him for a moment, the rich flavor masking the taste of beer that lingers upon his tastebuds. perhaps eating will bring some rationality to the idol that has already finished off an entire glass, but as he follows through with a nonchalant shrug, it seems that he cares little for logic at the moment. still, when has it hurt to dream? 

finishing off the bite, he meets his friend’s gaze as he goes in for another slice of steak. it’s a celebratory meal of sorts; a way to greet the new year. “or, i don’t know, macau? just somewhere, before schedules get hectic again.”

      « 𝟖𝟖’ 𝐁𝐎𝐘 »   Jongin tries not to spoil the moment but the lingering silence has him shifting in his spot, almost uncomfortably. It’s quite evident the way he fails to hide his emotions. He’s a wandering ocean with eyes only for the door,  a thought of changing the subject pops into his head — yet he remains quiet with full lips pressed together into a tight line. Love is everything Jongin’s dreamed of, but falling out of love is a hard-hitting reminder that everything he left last year is part of his past. ❛  It takes some time —- I know how hard it is, but it’ll get better somehow. I promise. ❜ Jongin says quiet. Somehow he can’t quite meet Seungyeon’s eyes, he’s curious as to why but he knows he’s fairly playing dumb for his own good. The answer is obvious, the scar is still fresh even a year has almost passed.