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I don't know why but I care too damn much. This is not anything dramatic like "omg why did I care too much about him, he broke my heart" no, it's not like that. If I see a photo of a dog bleeding on Facebook or something, I literally have to stop and catch my breath because I feel so bad, it doesn't matter if I know the dog or not, I just feel so bad my heart beats fast and it's like I'm hyperventilating. If I read a short story about a dad realising he's spending too much time at work that he barely knows his children, I sob like someone I know has passed away. Everything I see triggers me and I find it hard to breathe when something does trigger me. I don't know what to do. Just now I saw a picture of a battered child on Facebook and I couldn't breathe and I got so dizzy I had to lie down, and I blocked that person who posted that on Facebook. I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't know how to tell someone, and I don't know what to do.

something new before the year ends. I love my new hair :)

Me, but I’m sure other people have said it too. lol.

I’m at the point in my life where I’m just so done with bullshit, that I’d rather spend my weekends with a good book than go out with “friends”

In honour of today, I’m wearing my only BTTF shirt and already I have received plenty of high-fives, nods, and thumbs-ups. 

I planned on baking my own cake, as I do every year but I was feeling lazy this year so my parents ordered one for me instead. I’m still very happy.